Sweet Sad String

League of Legends

2012-01-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

Recently I play back my LOL after 2 years of stopping since beta. After some times at Beta they kind a ban all the SEA player due to language and also region issue. It is a faster pace game compare to dota.

This is my triple kill on LOL

this is my combo with Miss Fortune. Very nice indeed!

Lastly, me VS Master Yi one on one. I win!

Happy New Year 2012

2011-12-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

Time flies, is almost 31/dec/2011 now when I am writing this. All the best for the coming year 2012.
Other than that hope everyone earn well in stock market. Wish everyone the business getting better and better. I seldom blog nowadays due to the my business. Hopefully I will have more time to share about my life here again next year.

My photography blog

2011-12-04T20:44:00.001-08:00

If you are interested in photography, you can visit my photography blog at http://demonlsy.blogspot.com
I am just an amateur, don't expect expert and high quality and creativity works there

It been a while..

2011-12-04T20:39:00.001-08:00

I guess it has been awhile since I updated this blog due to increase work load from my software development job. Nonetheless I have sold most of my NEXTNAT share and taken profit at 7 cents during last peak.

The year end and election is coming. Look forward to MBSB and also E&O for another raise

E&O already raised from 1.30 to 1.45 these few days. Always E&O is a good stock to keep while the swing is high.

MFCB been steadily raising from 1.50 to 1.56, it is a slow an steady stock.

The very recent holding on FITTERS are good to have.

Remember, if you are trading for stock, you should have fund to average down in case it drops. for 15%+-. But if you are long term investor, just hold it, it should raise again. To hold and average down. the company must be fundamentally strong. don't go for those ACE Market and also lousy penny stock. It will throw away your money if you are not good at trading.

Stock trading will need more energy and focus compare to investment. It will be better if you can day trade, because all the money is safe with you.

stock to watch 27/Sep/2011

2011-09-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

Tonight just release positive quarter result for NEXTNAT.

this stock counter has been coma for long. It might be another MMODE or SRIDGE, which turn from negative to positive profit. then the share price just rose from ground.

now trading at 5 cents. I believe tomorrow will open at 8 cents and keep going up!

Stock to watch until 6/Sep

2011-08-21T23:10:00.000-07:00

K1/K-one. with stock code 0111.

Previously before the big crisis comes. This stock is hovering at 35 to 40 cents +-.

current price is 30 cents. very good bargain. anytime after syndiket has collect enough it will surely go up to 40 cents again. just be patience.

good quarter result for past few quarter. but this quarter has some slight drops. hopefully everythings will go better for next quarter. just for 1 month to 2 monthplay.

August Stock Watch

2011-08-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

When august comes, there are many quarter result coming also. I guess in my previous post I have promoted MBSB enough and many of us who joined the boat at 1.40 and below has gain major profit from it. Other than that, everyday now and then I am still punting the MBSB-CA from 9.5 to 10 cents or below 10 cents curi curi. which is quite a good gain . where everyday you make about 0.5 to 1% for your total capital gain. So after MBSB play what's another good stock to have good Quarter result?

Malton. this property gem is same like MBSB. after OR corporate exercise. it stays coma for awhile. the same thing it happens to MBSB drops from 1.6 to 1.4 then 1.32 lowest. for Malton samething happen it drops from 55 cents to 50 cents then crisis time at 45 and 40 cents. So whoever who grab it at 40 and 45 cents at current price level of 50 cents you can take profit already. But expect the least TP at 55 cents and 60 cents. the quarter result should be very good. Most unexpected will be dividen like MBSB counter.

MFCB. this counter is a bit coma. but quarter result is coming soon. with good low PE. this is another GEM that is hidden in KLSE. Other than that. if you have notice the announcement, MFCB has been buying up alot of JADI share. JADI has been givin out good dividen everyear for cheap counter.

MEDIAC, another good counter to watch for quarter result. doesn't have much to share. basically one day show then dispose.

Stock Watch 18.Aug.2011

2011-08-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow Stock to Watch Systech. Let's look at the chart below

If you look at the bolinger Band. It should show you some how Bulinger liao. consider the average price at 33 to 34 cents. so whatever <30 cents is consider a good bargain. 3 cents gain for short term definitely is a go. Tomorrow 18.aug.2011 should be a good day to punt this stock if the volume grows. At the same time, do not hantam all your money. just keep some for average down if you don't want all your money go back to sea.

For KD/RSI, definitely these few days are considered oversold. look at previous uptrend. the RSI /KD are near oversold. So this time it will sure boom up! prepare your bullet!

YTLPower - Buy Call

2011-06-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

The reason to buy YTL Power now is very simple

1) lowest at 52 week. rebounce 30%

2) Big sharks have been collection since 1 Month ago




Tuesday, 14 Jun 2011

2:55PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (3,048,000 Shares Acquired)

Monday, 13 Jun 2011

3:06PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (3,886,200 Shares Acquired)

Friday, 10 Jun 2011

11:30AM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (3,705,200 Shares Acquired)
8:12AM	YTLPOWR YTLPOWR-EXERCISE OF 57,800 WARRANTS 2008/2018 (EXERCISE)

Thursday, 9 Jun 2011

5:05PM	YTLPOWR Dato' (Dr) Yahya bin Ismail (40,000 Shares Disposed)
5:01PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (1,722,700 Shares Acquired)

Wednesday, 8 Jun 2011

12:20PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (1,100,000 Shares Acquired)

Tuesday, 7 Jun 2011

6:43PM	YTLPOWR YTLPOWR- EMPLOYEES SHARE OPTION SCHEME (SCHEME)
5:07PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (2,000,000 Shares Acquired)

Monday, 6 Jun 2011

5:50PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (2,420,300 Shares Transacted)

Friday, 3 Jun 2011

4:48PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (2,000,000 Shares Acquired)

Thursday, 2 Jun 2011

3:13PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (2,000,000 Shares Acquired)

Wednesday, 1 Jun 2011

5:46PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (3,000,000 Shares Acquired)

Tuesday, 31 May 2011

12:54PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (190,000 Shares Acquired)

Monday, 30 May 2011

4:14PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (756,300 Shares Acquired)

Friday, 27 May 2011

5:23PM	YTLPOWR YTLPOWR - NOTICE OF BOOK CLOSURE
12:48PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (680,800 Shares Acquired)

Thursday, 26 May 2011

6:36PM	YTLPOWR 3rd Interim Dividend 1.875 Sen T.E.
6:30PM	YTLPOWR Nine-month net profit 868.034 million (increased 10.85%)
12:43PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (886,400 Shares Acquired)

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

12:43PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (418,800 Shares Acquired)

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

12:23PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (888,800 Shares Disposed)

Monday, 23 May 2011

3:03PM	YTLPOWR YTLPOWR-(i) EMPLOYEES SHARE OPTION SCHEME (SCHEME)
2:52PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (325,200 Shares Disposed)

Friday, 20 May 2011

12:50PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (911,500 Shares Disposed)
12:50PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (1,080,700 Shares Disposed)

Thursday, 19 May 2011

12:07PM	YTLPOWR YTLPOWR-EXERCISE OF 5,400 WARRANTS 2008/2018 (EXERCISE)

Wednesday, 18 May 2011

12:07PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (282,500 Shares Disposed)

Monday, 16 May 2011

6:07PM	YTLPOWR EMPLOYEES PROVIDENT FUND BOARD (1,500,000 Shares Disposed)

3) Singapore might sell electricity to malaysia again

4) Java project might be on!

Buy xxxx-OR to gain stable profit

2011-06-06T22:02:00.002-07:00

Stock counter that usually offer OR with attach warrant will usually comes with good profit.

The reason is simple.. because the OR price is evaluated at ZERO warrant premium. Take the very recent example starting from PJI to latest MBSB.

1) PJI-OR selling at 6 cents to 7 cents. when PJI share is about 13 cents. Every 2 OR Subscribe will give you 3 warrants, I guess this is what we are looking for. The reason for the OR to be price at 6 cents is actually way too cheap. But why? because the warrants is having 10 cents exercise price. So everyone would think that the warrant FAIR price should be at 3 cents upon selling.

So you get 7 cents OR + 11 cents conversion = 18 cents = 13 cents PJI + 1.5 x warrants (4.5 to 5 cents). So basically that's how OR being perceive.

But 3 cents for a warrant is just too cheap. The reason is because warrant always get goreng up and it will sure have a at least 20 to 30 % premium.

So when it comes to selling day. PJI share is at 16.5 cents, and warrants worth 10 cents each.

if you hold longer PJI share can be sold at 18.5 and warrant at 15 cents.

total investment is 2x7 cents + 2 x 11 cents = 14+ 22=36 cents.

total selling = 2x 18.5 + 3 x 15 = 37 +30=67 cents

ROI = 30/36 = 83%!!

2) MBSB - MBSB-OR if you buy at 1.100 or 1.00 (cheapest) total investment you need RM 1.00 + RM 1.00 conversion. on warrant release day. you get to have 1 mother which you can sell at 1.47 + 0.70 (warrant) = 2.17 . = 8 % gain immediately. But wait, if you hold on longer. I believe MBSB share would eventually reach 1.7 and warrant would eventually reach 0.85, that's the time your profit may reach 20% gain.

June & After May 2011 Analysis

2011-06-06T21:51:00.000-07:00

The market being bearish most of the time at May. But in June I am expecting some bullish market soon after FTSE upgrade and also major oversell in May. But due to market correction and holiday in the beginning of June, I guess it should take somemore time for the bull to arrive.

Let's take a look at those counter I have recommended.

1) CENSOF - Buy at 1.32 and got 1 bonus share, so logically you got 1 to 2 split. current share price is RM 0.75 x2 = 1.50 so 18 /132 = 13 % profit i think not bad for 1 month investment. especially now CENSOF just got LOA for 22 million project from MOF.

2) KAWAN - though not much has happen and it is still with low volume, but if you grab it previously at 1.23 you should be able to sell it at 1.40 before the dividen entitlement. another 17 cents profit for 1.23 so 17/123 = 13% profit i should say.

3) CAREPLS - nothing much has happen for this counter. still holding it until the warrant entitlement. I guess nothing much to lose when the price is stable. waiting for better news to make this counter shoot up!

4) ASTRAL SUPREME - buy price should be at 0.245, and if you look at the historical chart, it is on weird pattern of up trend. either you can sell it at 0.28 for some profit or you can still wait for OR entitlement.

5) KFM - nothing much has happen since the buy in, will wait for entitlement date shoot up!

6) SEACERA - 64 cents are no more available after the announcement. so everything goes up to 70 cents+ and highest at 77 cents. and now is hovering at 70 cents. to sell at 77 cents you make you 13 cent profit for 64 cents investment! 13/64= 20% gain!. it also has a good quarter result. if you plan to hold this long is still a good counter. wait till the next quarter result and also entitlement date then it should have another shoot up!

Stock Trade - OR and Bonus share counter

2011-04-30T10:09:00.000-07:00

After some research and reading through 29/april/2011 announcement, below are the counter that will be good for mid term investor 3 months to 6 months.

1) CENSOF - it just got listed not long ago and the share price now is 1.32. It is proposing 1 bonus share for each existing share you are holding!!! watch it and watch for is red trend and then grab it before the entitlement date. the lowest you got it the better. because your share will be double!!

2) KAWAN - Kawan food, food counter is nice. now is 1.23 share price.is actually giving away free warrant when you are holding 2 existing share. the warrant worth 50 cents. but when it is listed usually it should go up after getting goreng. so 2 share investment = 250 cents if you buy in at 1.25 I believe the share price will go up at tuesday trading. so 50 /250= 20% gain mininum. not bad right? if the mother share goes up while you are waiting for the warrants you can just sell it. or you might still wanna wait for the warrant since you can just exercise it and sell again.

3) CAREPLS- careplus ace market. after the announcement the stock price went up to 0.375 which is previously 0.35. I guess many people is going for the free warrant. same tactics with KAWAN, with 2 existing share you get 1 free warrants. which is worth 10 cents only. for every 75 cents of investment you gain 10 cents of return. so is just 13% of ROI. if the exercise price of the warrant is not too high, after some goreng you might get 15 to 20 cents.

4) ASTRAL SUPREME - the share price now is only 0.245 is a good time to stock up if you want something like PJI. first it is going to reduce the PAR value to half. means you are getting 0.12 to 0.15 per share. then it will give you free OR for subscription with ICULS (loan and bonds) which make you a loan shark. but usually you can just sell it off in the market if there is no coupon value. and most of the details are not determined yet. so just wait for some times.

5) KFM - kuantan flour. it is a must buy. read here. http://announcements.bursamalaysia.com/EDMS/edmswebh.nsf/all/482576120041BDAA4825785C003932FE/$File/KFM%20Announcement.pdf

you will know it follows the same food step as PJI.but sadly the par value reduction is cancelled. But whatever you get here is the same. 2 existing share for 1 OR. then for every 2 OR you subscribe you will get 3 free warrants. so.. you at least have you buy in multiplier of 4. then you will have enough warrants for sales. the share price now is 0.480. I could say is damn low now. just buy it now. and keep for another 8 months. since all the approval and everything will come out after 8 months. so just wait and your money will be double for the share prices up. and double again for the warrantss and OR subscribe!

6) LATITUD - LTHB. bonus share for 2:1 fully paid up. so current market price is 1.82 so total gain is about 50% if you buy it now. your share price drop till 1.21 then you will break event.

7)SEACERA - share price now is 64 cents for every 10 share you have, you are given 7 OR which is worth RM1.00 ( i guess it will fell down after you got it) so we put it at 50 cents. for 2OR you subscribe you will get 1 free warrant which i think worth 50 cents too. So you should at least invest 20 of it as multiplier to get full warrant. if the OR needs about RM 1.00 to subscribe then just forget about it. sell it on market or whatever. since you already got 7 of it free. don't bother about warrants. if the price raises. then you can do the math. since previously i have given lots of example.

Stock Trade - Why you should buy and entitle for OR and subscribe it for warrant

2011-04-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

May is a very good month for trading i should say. Reason is after april bumpy road, May 2011 will be a good month for trading. I guess the ROI would be 20% at least if you traded properly. Perhaps more than that for the few coming months. Reason is free warrant and free OR/bonus share.

For those we have experience earning 40% to 50% of their stock. you will believe that those entitled for OR and warrant definitely worth buying. Previously I bought PJI-OR, and subscribed for it and got some free warrants. The investment is not much. but the end result is great and I got about double the investment. I bought my PJI-OR at about 7 cents if not mistaken. + subscription is about 11 cents. so total of 18 cents. If you don't buy the PJI-OR over, previously in Feb 2011, you will be entitled for 2 Free OR for every 4 existing PJI share you are holding. I believe that time after PAR value reduction to 10 cents. the share is about 15cents highest

So if you invest in 4 share.=15 cents x4 =60 cents then you are entitled for 2 free OR which is about 7 to 9 cents. so let's take average 8 cents.

the PJI share after the OR entitlement drop to 13 cents. if you sell everything now. you should have 13x4+8x2=68 cents.

8/60=13% gain just like that.

but usually we do not want to stop here. except the offer price for the OR is really high

so we top up another 22 cents for 2 OR. to have 3 free warrants!

total investment now is 82 cents.

so end of march you are getting 3 free warrants which at least worth 10 cents

and PJI share jump up to 18.5 cents which in the warrant selling days drop to 16.5 but it soon recover to 18.5. nonetheless we are using the lowest at 17 cents.

So now you have 6 mother shares (2 from OR subscribed) and also 3 warrants

total sell now will be 6x17 + 3x10 = 132 cents

you have about 132-82=50 cents gain

50/82=60 percent gain.

for maximum gain just wait awhile and let the warrant goes up. I sold off my warrant at 14 cents

and my pji at 18 cents

even i am buying in the OR and subscribe it my total investment is about 11+8 cents= 19 cents

but I gain again 14 cents . 14/19 which is about 70% ROI!

if you subscribe for OR and wait for the warrant to go up higher

you can actually get 6x19+3x14=114+42=156

total gain= 156-82=74 cents= 74/82=87% gain!!

in life we don't have too much of chance like Tcube or speculative counter so just grab this chance.

Stock watch - 29/april/2011

2011-04-28T09:07:00.001-07:00

Is thursday and second last day of april and last day for april stock trading in KLSE. Though my month target already reached. But let's look at May Stock portfolio and analysis. If you are short term runner and don't like penny stock there is a few here you can make profit even using contra.

1) E&O - after getting the 12 billion project, many contra players gone into to buy their share. I guess the directors purposely delay the price push to scare off all those without holding power.

28/April/2011 finally the price surge to 1.42 with increased of 8 cents. from my TP at 1.50 is just another 8 cents to go. Congrats for those who bought in at 1.25 and below they just earned big. nonethelss if you have money you can actually grab it yesterday at 1.32. If you got 100 Lot (100) every cent increase is about 100 bucks in your pocket. so by investing 13200 you are getting 900 profit. If today it reaches TP 1.50 then you are earning a 1.8k within 2 days. This is a very good counter. Many people TP at 1.70 and i should say if you have holding power you will be laughing to the bank it will earns you alot!

2) MEGB - After I dumped all my E&O-WA I have started to study the stock carefully. I found that MEGB gives 7.9 cents divident in mid of may. In the beginning I am thinking just to buy this stock to get the 7.9 cents dividen out of RM 2.1 which is about 3.5 percent ROI. confirmed!

But after the buying in. the stock raises to 2.30 at 28/april/2010. and is more than 3.5 percent. so it can be sold off anytime. but my TP is just higher abit at 2.40. hopefully tomorrow is the day for TP!

3) MBSB - When i realize the power of this counter at the mid day, it already increased from 2.50 to 2.60. the reason this is a must buy because each existing 7 shares of MBSB will entitled you a 5 Ordinary share (OR) which will be traded in the beginning of May. the entitlement date is 5 May. to 10 if not mistaken. So 10 onwards MBSB share price might pump up more! you can pay RM 5 to subscribe for all the 5 free OR and entitled for 5 more free warrants which are worth RM 1. Do the math!. is about 40% return!.

let's calculate using RM 2.6 as the mother share

you buy 7 shares to be entitled means RM 2.6 * 5= RM 18.2

then you get 5 OR which is worth RM 1 * 5=RM 5

If mother can sell RM 2.6 then you earn RM 5.

27+- % gain

if mother drop to RM 2.0 (worst).

mother sell RM 14+RM 5. gain= 80 cents

4% gain also.

If you subscribe for OR just add RM 5

then + RM 5 =total investment = 18.2+5=RM 23.2

you get 5 more mother and also 5 more warrant

if mother stays at 2.6 and warrant worth RM 1.00

you sell all get 2.6x12+5=31.2 (gain RM 8)

8/23.2 = 34% gain

if mother drops to RM 2.0 as conversion rate

you get 2.0 x12 +5=RM 29 (gain RM 5.8)

5.8/23.2=25% gain

the worst you can go without much gain is mother share at 1.6

1.6x12+5=24.2 (also gain RM1)

Just buy in at multiplier of 7 so that you can entitled for those OR!

The risk is really low. Do it now!

4) SEG, this share is constantly pushed up by their own directors despite many people don't know about it. As Datuk Clement owns about 30% of overall shares. and Rexter also owns alot of it. But the very good news is mid of May it is paying 7 cents dividen. of course if nothing much for a RM 4.00 share. But it will have share splitting at July 2011. so it is going to fly up tomorrow 29/april/2011. especially the warrant. buy it and keep it. anytime you feel like converting it to mother share then do it

5) UCHITEC, not a very well known stock. but just annouced they will give 7 cents dividen. and the share price is just RM 1.40 pure 5% ROI. just grab it and wait. no harm. I believe it will shoot up soon

6) Careplus, it is listed not long ago. according to the historical chart. Lowest is about 0.330, now the price is 0.350. For every 2 share you hold you will be entitled for 1 free warrant which is worth 10cents. Good eh? is a good way to attract investor. So for every 70 cents you invest you will get 10 cents in return , theoretically. But if the mother share goes down it might affect the selling price. so do abit of math for minimum and maximum price lor.

7) Boilermech, if anyone appears to have subscribe for this IPO, then thumbs up for them. You have already success in share trading. This boilermech is like YTL power. it will move up when first day you sold it at the market. just set a TP price. then the money is yours!

8) All wood based counter - at april many news about japanese tsunami still going on. but the PO is reaching at May only. so keep an eye on all those wood counter. it might have price surge suddenly.

Penny Stock counter

All below penny stock have been giving me money in the past, and it is always going up and down. so if you target it properly it will always give you money!. 10% increase is enough so is about 2 to 3 cents

1)kbunai, many has been trapped by this counter when it shoots up. Remember buy red and sell green! holding line is about 20 cents. so you can grab it at 21 cents if you want but prepare the same amount of money if it drops to 19 cents. then prepare 2x amount of money if it drops another 1.5 or 2 cents. always prepare backup and you will sure make profit in long run.

2) IRIS, though many said this counter sucks big time. I guess if you monitor it closely 2 cents run is always possible. whenever it drops below 0.190 is time to buy in. same tactics 1x for 2 cents and 2x for 1.5 cents

3) PJI, this counter really brings me fortune and taught me many things. previously the share price is only 0.11 after share splitting. and from there , they have introduce OR, and also warrant. the investment in OR is really worth it. it actually doubles my money later when i sold of my PJI and PJI-wa at 0.145.

4) POS-CA, just beware of the expiry date. buy on very low like 0.130 below. there will always be chances that the mother share get goreng and the CA will shoot up. just like most warrant, the premium is overprice. if your warrant is getting expire just prepare some money so you don't lose everything. holding it in POS is possible to gain back the money.

Stock Trade- April

2011-04-28T09:03:00.001-07:00

So april has come to the end. This month more or less I can say I have hit the 10% ROI, just based on single stock profit E&O-WA. buy in at 0.25 and sell off at 0.32. Have some bought in later in 0.30 and sell of at 0.32. I guess it is more than 10% of ROI. PJI contributes to the earning too.

But maybulk-ca price is pretty low now. hope it will bounce back before August so I can cut abit of lost. like iching said. further perseverance will bring extreme fortune. May be it will shoot up to 10 cents later? who knows the future. I guess the bad news announcement for maybulk has greatly affected the share price. Nonetheless those profit will even it out.

My trading skill is getting better and analysis is getting better. but of course I have more things to learn. Past few days just bought MEGB at 2.1 now is 2.30 already. not bad eh already about 10% increase. Today bought some POS-CA and also MBSB for split share purpose.

that's all for my share port folio

Stock Trade - Iching

2011-04-14T09:50:00.001-07:00

Today market is really really bad and everything is bad. I wanted to buy in E&O, but end up I bought in E&O-WA at 0.250. Though it raised to 0.345 highest today. But my TP is at 0.35 it just misses. I guess my TP is too high. So iching said i should set a sweet limit. Perhaps 9 cents of earning is enough. Is like 20% already. I guess I am too greedy. So today I look at the iching again. Over all market it said further perseverance will bring success.

The second hexagram I got for my E&O-WA is revolution. So is very good with supreme success! I don't know whether it is referring to sarawak election that opposition is going to win. Or my E&O going to jump up high high to 40 cents yummy!

All the best!

stock trade - after 2 days crash

2011-04-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

Today the market started with a W shape of ups and downs. But afternoon time. it just shoots up 13 points and ends with 9+ KLSE index. I guess just like i-ching said. non of my stock is really badly affected. Hubline and jotech still holding quite well. I manage to Buy in some DPS too.

Most important I have some Maybulk-CA in too.

Tomorrow will be another challenging investing day which we will buy in lot's of E&O with some other comrade. Iching again said is good. but need to have limit? Limit of buying? or the time limit of holding it? I guess I will enter at 1.26 to 1.30 and TP and 1.50++

It seems some sources told that the TP can be at 1.60. My friend is quite worried to enter and worry about the drop. Thus I told her treat the stock like penny stock which is 0.125. Normally we bought about 400 to 500 lots per investment for 0.125 so now may be can be only afford 50 lots. If it drops perhaps another 15 cents to buy in again?

Hmmm I strongly believe tomorrow E&O will up another 7 to 9 cents. and friday too. Perhaps we should exit on friday and wait for saturday election result.

Blessed March.

2011-04-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Iching prediction and all the blessing of God and also friends guidance. March we have about 13% of ROI on the investment. On April. We have additional fund from BSS. So I guess this month we have to increase the ROI rate abit.

Nonetheless, for pass 2 days. stock market is bad. many counter are red. But patience and camping is the only way to do it. As iching said. further perseverance will bring good fortune. I guess it is some how true to certain extent. Today I got Hexagram 11. It means peace. and it will bring great supreme great fortune.

So hopefully tomorrow Maybulk-CA can be sold at 0.09

Hubline can be sold at 0.185 or 0.190?

PJI. let it be 0.185.. and ++

Jotech-wa?? this counter i can't expect much. perhaps the half cent will do?

Iching - Stock Trade

2011-03-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

ICHING IS SUPER ACCURATE... though yesterday evening and afternoon nothing happne

today 23/Mar/2011 also nothing much happen. So I don't care much. Since the run is already started. Bought in at 0.19 as stated and also selling at 0.210 Can you imagine MPAY shoots up to 0.24 closing and highest 0.25 LOL!

I am really happy to earn that 2 cents again just like kbunai thanks to I-Ching. If I were to sold at 0.24 then I will make double !!. But is ok lor... constantly get money in is better than nothing.

I sold all my POS-CA at 0.140. Highest point is 0.145, But didn't set it so high since needed the cash to re-invest!!!Iching BEST!

Iching - Stock trade

2011-03-21T22:00:00.000-07:00

22/Mar/2011 Session Break.

Previously already bought MPAY at 0.190. Cause the market today is ups and downs just like yoyo.

After consulted the IChing on MPAY. I got hexagram 22

This hexagram shows a fire that breaks out of the secret depths of the earth and, blazing up, illuminates and beautifies the mountain, the heavenly heights. Grace-beauty of form-is necessary in any union if it is to be well ordered and pleasing rather than disordered and chaotic.

THE JUDGMENT

GRACE has success.

In small matters

It is favorable to undertake something.

I guess is good eh? even though is just small matter.

Share Update (18/Mar/2011)

2011-03-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

18/Mar/2011,

As I-ching predicted, KBUNAI opens at 0.220. When I see it I was shocked. Because yesterday this share is closed at 0.200. SO I sold everything off at 0.215 because too many people Selling at 0.220 and alot of people queue buy at 0.215. I guess making a profit of 2 cents is not that bad eh?

ROI about 10%.

I ching prediction on stock market (15/march/2011)

2011-03-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

15 March 2011, KLSE stock went down same like all asia stock exchange center. After I consulted I-ching. I got hexagram number 11, which is heaven meet earth more like. The chinese word represent this hexagram is Peace.

It said the Receptive, which moves downward, stands above; the Creative, which moves upward, is below. Hence their influences meet and are in harmony, so that all living things bloom and prosper. This hexagram belongs to the first month (February-March), at which time the forces of nature prepare the new spring.

THE JUDGMENT

PEACE.

The small departs,

The great approaches.

Good fortune. Success.

Today KBUNAI closed at 0.190 and POS-CA closed at 0.125. Hope tommorow it will be a good day to sell it off and get some profit!

I Ching and Stock Exchange

2011-03-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

As previous post of I Ching stated the Share KBUNAI will raise after suffering a slight drop. As usual all the prediction comes true. Yesterday Monday (7/March/2011) KBUNAI and all other share suffer a little dropped and closed at 0.185. I was trying to Buy in at 0.185 but sadly not many is willing to let go. But before that I already stock up at 0.195. No worries the price will raise as predicted by I- Ching.

Today 8/March/2011. At morning this share raised about 1cent back to 0.195 and fluctuate between 0.190 and 0.185. After 2pm to 3pm. The price shot up to 0.200 and continues on to 0.215. I know if I have stock up at 0.185 my ROI will be more than 15 percent. But nonetheless I am happy enough to earn the 2 cents. How many Lot I bought? that's secret. But at least about 10 percent ROI if you use 2/19.5 - some fees. As far as I know, I-ching has never failed me. Perhaps my faith has made all the prediction comes true. Tomorrow the stock market should be good and raising. and Thursday will be a drop. So stay tune!

I-Ching

2011-03-03T19:09:00.002-08:00

Recently I learn some ancient china fortune telling method. Or rather predicting tactic. If you see the title you should already know I learn about I-Ching. I guess some how this ancient china stuff that has about 5,000 years history are quite good. People always say, broken ship also will have at least 3 inches of nails(steel). This Chinese proverb mentions that, a broken stronghold is still a will have some minor defensive value no matter how bad it is damaged.

I have tried using this I-ching to "predict" some friends past, present and future. I-ching is a holistic fortune telling method, that can have more than 1 hexagram that tells about presents and future. It also emphasizes a lot of changes. Usually the hexagram doesn't tell you good or bad, but rather a story or an implication how to resolve certain problem. I guess it is a good thing to learn about.

Because recently share market is something good to invest, but I have no knowledge about it, But my friend told me KBUNAI going to raise these few days. So I use i-ching to predicts it. Then I get hexagram 24. In chinese is FU means returning point. Google translate it as recover. So the story and also the implication of this hexagram also said that is related to winter solstice. After long decaying, now is the time to recover. And I have a change line at the first line. So it means great good fortune as long as I got no evil mind haha. I think I have to clear my mind before doing investment ya. So I should say no gambling but rather investing correctly. I think is not much. I believe this I-ching is really true. This share price will sure go up!

SQL - sql Divide by zero error encountered

2011-03-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

In recent project, we need to give a top performance statistic and sorted by their target achievement. So in common usually each of the sales rep will be given a target.

So we decided to have something like

SELECT SUM(Sales)/SUM(Target) AS Achievement FROM [sales_table]

In the beginning this statement runs very well because every one has target. But exception case does happen once a while. There are some special agent who has no target for their sales even throughout the whole quarter. So when my reports run it shows ERROR: Divide by zero error encountered. Which I know it the problem caused by the ZERO Target.

In order to rectify the problem, the easiest way is to use SQL internal function to filter those ZERO.

SELECT ISNULL(SUM(Sales)/NULLIF(SUM(target),0),0) FROM [sales_table]

So now those ZERO value will be filtered out and return ZERO.

NULLIF Functions detect all the ZERO value and change it to NULL. When it is NULL, no division will be perform thus we will have NULL result. And ISNULL function detects NULL Value and change it to ZERO. Thus when this query is executed we have a nice statistical chart.

Samsung Galaxy Tab - PS Emulator and Final Fantasy 7

2011-03-02T09:53:00.000-08:00

If you guys have play FF7 , then you should able to recognize the screen shots Below. I just change the layout from Blue to Green. I guess is better for my eye sight. If you have not tried play any PS game on Android. then you should go to android market and look for PSX4Droid. It is an awesome emulator. The version 2.0 is abit laggy for my Tab, so I got the 1.7 version.

It's been awhile since I am playing PS game on my tab. But the only trouble is it can't go full screen. So I though the new version 2.0 will allow it. But it still can't. So I google around and found a solution. You can just go to android market. download an application name "Spare Parts". Installed it and then click allow older version App to run in compatible mode. Or something similar to it. then restart your tab. When you run your application again. You will find out most of it has scale or stretch to maximum screen size. Even the setting options.

So when you launch the game . now you have full screen.

Cloud got poison. I am still in Disc 1. But training at Junon.

These monster are are named slalom.

It is shiva!

I don't have KOTR yet. So this is the best I have.

a clearer view of my screen.

The menu system that you will not forget if you ever play this game.

Sorry that my camera doesn't focus correctly when I am trying to take a video. The best I can do is just post up some screen shot using my camera. Perhaps is time to get a good camera and Bokehhh.

Another Photoshop Bokeh

2011-02-26T04:26:00.000-08:00

After BSS return from some nice PD Avillion trip. I have decided again to photoshop some bokeh. Despite we have only a lousy compact camera I think with photoshop it can really achieve awesome effect.

Another Photoshop Bokeh

2011-02-24T19:36:00.000-08:00

Another photoshop Bokeh

Some of the friend commented that the Bokeh is not the same as the one taken by Camera, I agreed that the last photo DOF is harder to photoshop compare to first photo. The first photo is quite convincing. and I believe if you have time to create multiple layer, it is also possible to create all those bokeh effect similar to Camera.

Usually those bokeh photo has quite some background light that will have great effect. Some of the photographer even have heart shape bokeh. Perhaps I should seek out those photos

Bokeh with Photoshop

2011-02-24T10:40:00.001-08:00

I am not sure some of the people like Bokeh and Vignette a lot. Perhaps the effect made the photo more nostalgic and mysterious in some way. Basically I find that non-vignette and non bokeh photo is much more better. Just personal preference cause I like to see things clearly with better visualization.

All the photo posted here are taken using normal compact camera. No DSLR body, no F1.4 Lense. Everything is just photoshop to give this effect. Not bad huh? Left hand side is the photoshop compare to right hand side is original image. Perhaps this is the first time I create this bokeh and vignette effect. No too bad also.

If you follow this you will be happy

2011-02-24T07:24:00.000-08:00

1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
　　2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。
　　3.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生。
　　4.你永远要宽恕众生，不论他有多坏，甚至他伤害过你，你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快乐。
　　5.当你快乐时，你要想这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。
　　6.今日的执著，会造成明日的后悔。
　　7.你可以拥有爱，但不要执著，因为分离是必然的。
　　8.不要浪费你的生命在你一定会后悔的地方上。
　　9.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。
　　10.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
　　11.狂妄的人有救，自卑的人没有救，认识自己，降伏自己，改变自己，才能改变别人。
　　12.你不要一直不满人家，你应该一直检讨自己才对。不满人家，是苦了你自己。
　　13.一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人，那他就永远不会心安理得。
　　14.心中装满着自己的看法与想法的人，永远听不见别人的心声。
　　15.毁灭人只要一句话，培植一个人却要千句话，请你多口下留情。
　　16.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁？如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
　　17.永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。
　　18.请你用慈悲心和温和的态度，把你的不满与委屈说出来，别人就容易接受。
　　19.同样的瓶子，你为什么要装毒药呢？同样的心里，你为什么要充满着烦恼呢？
　　20.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
　　21.活着一天，就是有福气，就该珍惜。当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候，我发现有人却没有脚。
　　22.多一分心力去注意别人，就少一分心力反省自己，你懂吗？
　　23.憎恨别人对自己是一种很大的损失。
　24.每一个人都拥有生命，但并非每个人都懂得生命，乃至于珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命对他来说，是一种惩罚。
　　25.情执是苦恼的原因，放下情执，你才能得到自在
　　26.不要太肯定自己的看法，这样子比较少后悔。
　　27.当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。
　　28.用伤害别人的手段来掩饰自己缺点的人，是可耻的。
　　29.默默的关怀与祝福别人，那是一种无形的布施。
　　30.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。
　　31.要了解一个人，只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同，就可以知道他是否真心的。
　　32.人生的真理，只是藏在平淡无味之中。
　　33.不洗澡的人，硬擦香水是不会香的。名声与尊贵，是来自于真才实学的。有德自然香。
　　34.时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！
　　35.你硬要把单纯的事情看得很严重，那样子你会很痛苦。
　　36.永远扭曲别人善意的人，无药可救。
　　37.说一句谎话，要编造十句谎话来弥补，何苦呢？
　　38.白白的过一天，无所事事，就像犯了窃盗罪一样
　　39.广结众缘，就是不要去伤害任何一个人。
　　40.沉默是毁谤最好的答覆。
　　41.对人恭敬，就是在庄严你自己。
　　42.拥有一颗无私的爱心，便拥有了一切。
　　43.来是偶然的，走是必然的。所以你必须，随缘不变，不变随缘。
　　44.慈悲是你最好的武器。
　　45.只要面对现实，你才能超越现实。
　　46.良心是每一个人最公正的审判官，你骗得了别人，却永远骗不了你自己的良心。
　　47.不懂得自爱的人，是没有能力去爱别人的。
　　48.有时候我们要冷静问问自已，我们在追求什么？我们活着为了什么？
　　49.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。
　　50.感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。
　　51.凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想，这个就是慈悲。
　　52.说话不要有攻击性，不要有杀伤力，不夸已能，不扬人恶，自然能化敌为友。
　　53.诚实的面对你内心的矛盾和污点，不要欺骗你自己。
　　54.因果不曾亏欠过我们什么，所以请不要抱怨。
　　55.大多数的人一辈子只做了三件事；自欺、欺人、被人欺。
　　56.心是最大的骗子，别人能骗你一时，而它却会骗你一辈子
　　57.只要自觉心安，东西南北都好。如有一人未度，切莫自己逃了。
　　58.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已
　　59.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。
　　60.你有你的生命观，我有我的生命观，我不干涉你。只要我能，我就感化你。如果不能，那我就认命。
　　61.你希望掌握永恒，那你必须控制现在。
　　62.恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。
　　63.别人可以违背因果，别人可以害我们，打我们，毁谤我们。可是我们不能因此而憎恨别人，为什么？我们一定要保有一颗完整的本性和一颗清净的心。
　　64.如果一个人没有苦难的感受，就不容易对他人给予同情。你要学救苦救难的精神，就得先受苦受难。
　　65.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。
　　66.虽然我们不能改变周遭的世界，我们就只好改变自己，用慈悲心和智慧心来面对这一切。

Nice weather at 1/Jan/2011

2011-01-07T09:17:00.001-08:00

This pic is taken at 1/Jan/2011 infront of my house. Clear azure sky marks another good beginning of 2011. It also shows that you don't need expensive SLR to take a good photo

Chinese Joke

2011-01-04T21:02:00.001-08:00

一天蚊子跟螳螂去偷看一女的洗澡，蚊子很自豪的說：看，十年前我在她胸前叮了兩口，現在腫的這麼大了；
螳螂不服氣的說，那有什麼，我十年前在她兩腿間劈了一刀，至今還每個月都在流血……

30 Dec 2010 - Desa Park City night walk

2010-12-30T10:11:00.000-08:00

t's being a while since I talk to Elmen and Yew Kay few months back. Perhaps BSS met up with yk more than I do. Me and Elmen has been busy for works. So happen today we got some free time to meet up at night at desa park city. We just have some New Zealand ice cream and walk around the park. I took some night scenery photo of that park.

That is BSS of the left, yk and then Elmen. 3 of them were enjoying their ice cream. Of course the mosquitoes were also enjoying their blood.

The condo opposite of desa park city. A very nice view! Hopefully one day I can afford a block there hahaha. Not one unit a block. Damn greedy of me!

This is the lake located at desa park city. A very nice scenery indeed

This is the special neon light for Christmas and new year celebration.

After some walk we just went back home. Then we talk about some Fortigate firewall configuration and also our routine daily life. BSS is busy making tau fu fa. I am still wondering how the things will come out tommorow

Game Review - Star Sentinel Tactics

2010-12-23T21:45:00.000-08:00

Personally I really like tactics games. Games such as Final Fantasy Tactics, Ogre Tactics, Fallout Tactics and Front Mission series are awesome. Disgaea series are another hardcore RPG gamer must play. When I heard this game from my friend, I have been looking forward for its release. But it seems it is a totally disappointing.

Generally, this games looks like X-COM clone or UFO Series. Even UFO aftermath which was released years ago has a better features and gameplay. Though Start Sentinel has slightly better graphics on the dynamic shadows and lighting. Others than that. I don't think is worth playing.

People who like X-COM or UFO series might like this game. But if you don't wanna spend money on game, you can still go for UFO:Alien Invasion, which is an open source game available for download. Their community is quite active!

Graphics: 5/10

I think the graphics is just pretty outdated. It seems like I am playing UFO:AI. Other than having shadow and graphics. The animation of the enemies and character are truly not refine enough to be standard commercial game. Perhaps developers are focusing more on their game play rather than graphics. Usually a good tactics game relies heavily on gameplay and turn based features.

Interface: 4/10

I think the interface for this game is really bad. It seems like some college student tries to impress their lecturers with fancy interface but without friendly tool tips. Graphical interface wise it looks OK at the first impression, but in game playing are really messy. While pressing ESC key doesn't even bring up the menu in the first place. Users have to explore further in order to know what all those button means. In game tutorial is sufficient for gamers to proceed with their unfriendly user interface. Compare to fallout tactics, by using point and click mouse, the game can just proceed smoothly with action pack.

Gameplay:4/10

It just has basic turn based features with reserve Action Point to counter attack during enemy turns. Other than that, it has dozen of weapons, which doesn't have in depth customization. One of the must have feature in tactics game are the character configuration with weapons, armor and gadget that allow players to form different strategy. But it seems this game has only inventory, gunz and armors only. I have no more comments on research tech tree, character skill trees and etc..

Sound: 3/10

I don't know where they got the sound effect. When the monster got shot, I just heard duck quacking!

Story:??/10

the story telling is really boring. I believe playing DOS version Monkey Island with Guybrush Threepwood is much better.

As a conclusion, I would suggest the developer made this game into Web edition, that allows people to compete over web with MMO style. 3D is not really a matter anyway. Since gamers who enjoy tactics really like to configure and customize whatever weapons, items and characters they have. They more indepth they can go they more mesmerized they will be.

Crystal marks with various harddisk

2010-11-02T18:03:00.000-07:00

Just to compare different harddisk benchmark on SSD VS conventional HDD. Like my brother said. quite disappointed with IBM SSD, even it is on RAID1. I didn't expect to such a low read rating.

1) Corsair F120 (Office Lenovo T60)
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CrystalDiskMark 3.0 (C) 2007-2010 hiyohiyo

Crystal Dew World : http://crystalmark.info/
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* MB/s = 1,000,000 byte/s [SATA/300 = 300,000,000 byte/s]

Sequential Read : 121.083 MB/s
Sequential Write : 75.293 MB/s
Random Read 512KB : 119.235 MB/s
Random Write 512KB : 76.361 MB/s
Random Read 4KB (QD=1) : 18.575 MB/s [ 4534.8 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=1) : 11.695 MB/s [ 2855.3 IOPS]
Random Read 4KB (QD=32) : 22.952 MB/s [ 5603.4 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=32) : 12.871 MB/s [ 3142.4 IOPS]

Test : 50 MB [C: 75.9% (38.6/50.9 GB)] (x5)
Date : 2010/10/26 13:16:43
OS : Windows XP Professional SP3 [5.1 Build 2600] (x86)

END OF BENCHMARK

2) IBM 3650 M3 2x50GB SSD RAID1
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CrystalDiskMark 3.0 (C) 2007-2010 hiyohiyo

Crystal Dew World : http://crystalmark.info/
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* MB/s = 1,000,000 byte/s [SATA/300 = 300,000,000 byte/s]

Sequential Read : 111.642 MB/s
Sequential Write : 60.382 MB/s
Random Read 512KB : 108.101 MB/s
Random Write 512KB : 61.762 MB/s
Random Read 4KB (QD=1) : 15.088 MB/s [ 3683.7 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=1) : 9.180 MB/s [ 2241.1 IOPS]
Random Read 4KB (QD=32) : 37.132 MB/s [ 9065.3 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=32) : 10.547 MB/s [ 2574.8 IOPS]

Test : 50 MB [C: 19.8% (5.8/29.3 GB)] (x5)
Date : 2010/11/01 2:34:41
OS : Windows Server 2003 Enterprise Edition SP1 [5.2 Build 3790] (x64)

END OF BENCHMARK

3) IBM 3650M3 6x500GB 6Gbps SAS RAID10
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CrystalDiskMark 3.0 (C) 2007-2010 hiyohiyo

Crystal Dew World : http://crystalmark.info/
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* MB/s = 1,000,000 byte/s [SATA/300 = 300,000,000 byte/s]

Sequential Read : 285.645 MB/s
Sequential Write : 88.399 MB/s
Random Read 512KB : 72.458 MB/s
Random Write 512KB : 49.955 MB/s
Random Read 4KB (QD=1) : 1.710 MB/s [ 417.4 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=1) : 0.608 MB/s [ 148.4 IOPS]
Random Read 4KB (QD=32) : 11.542 MB/s [ 2818.0 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=32) : 5.325 MB/s [ 1300.0 IOPS]

Test : 50 MB [E: 0.0% (0.1/166.0 GB)] (x5)
Date : 2010/11/01 2:42:14

OS : Windows Server 2003 Enterprise Edition SP1 [5.2 Build 3790] (x64)

END OF BENCHMARK

4) Samsung PM800 SSD (Alienware M17-R2)

‎---------------------------------------------------------------
CrystalDiskMark 3.0 x64 (C) 2007-2010 hiyohiyo

Crystal Dew World : http://crystalmark.info/
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* MB/s = 1,000,000 byte/s [SATA/300 = 300,000,000 byte/s]

Sequential Read : 204.268 MB/s
Sequential Write : 130.096 MB/s
Random Read 512KB : 160.274 MB/s
Random Write 512KB : 98.873 MB/s
Random Read 4KB (QD=1) : 12.273 MB/s [ 2996.4 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=1) : 5.159 MB/s [ 1259.6 IOPS]
Random Read 4KB (QD=32) : 26.074 MB/s [ 6365.8 IOPS]
Random Write 4KB (QD=32) : 5.852 MB/s [ 1428.6 IOPS]

Test : 50 MB [C: 35.1% (43.3/123.1 GB)] (x5)
Date : 2010/11/03 8:53:18

OS : Windows 7 [6.1 Build 7600] (x64)

END OF BENCHMARK

As you all can see the result of benchmark, SSD really performs better even in non-RAID environment. Of course RAID10 read rating is really good, i should say the random 512k for RAID10 non-SSD is another nice figure to see. but comparing 4KB, Cosair wins the battle. while on 4kKB QD, IBM SSD takes the lead. Random 512K. We have samsung SSD taking the lead.

Personally I believe the hardware setup and also OS configuration impact alot on the result. As corsair has claimed they can reached about 285 MB in read sequential. But result of benchmark shows differently. Even at their own blog, they have a comparison of crystal mark too. Both Corsair and samsung SSD are running on laptop while RAID1 and RAID10 are running on server configuration. They only thing I wish to test on is having 2 SSD running on RAID1 and RAID0. Perhaps I should put in 2x samsung SSD for the final testing.

真情才是一辈子的承诺

2010-07-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

在从前的某个小镇里 ,有个年轻有为但生活却困穷的青少年 ,他爱上了来之富有豪门的千金小姐 ,当然她也爱上了他 ,但在当时的社会他们的恋情怎可能会被允许呢 ? 结果他们决定私奔 ,到一处没人认识的小镇 ...

终于他们逃脱了世界上的枷锁 ,来到了一个小镇 .
那男的安安份份找了一份工 ,每天辛勤的工作 ,因为他曾许诺她会给她一辈子最温暖的家庭 ,他相信只有真挚不移的爱才会得到幸福 ...
那女的 ,露出仟仟的玉手 ,一手一脚的建立出那简朴但幸福的小窝 ,因为她坚信只有无私的爱和无限的包容才能得到幸福 ...
日子也一天一天的度过了 ,虽然日子过得辛苦 ,但他们却从不发出任何怨言 ....

每年到了那女生的生日 ,无论那男的多穷他都会掏出钱购买三朵玫瑰送给她,当他看到她脸上因收到花而流露出来的笑容时 , 他会觉得再怎么辛苦也是值得的..
而女的 ,每年也一直期待自己的生日到来 ,这小小的动作为他们俩了乏味的生活中带来了一点点调味料 ...
当然随着孩子们的诞生 ,他们俩的日子更是过得更艰苦 ...

岁月不留人 ,转眼之间他们的孩子也都长大喽 ~
每个孩子都在自己的事业领域上有一番成就 ,他们全都到城市打工 ....
那小屋里之剩下他们俩喽 ~

昔日的年青人也变成满天白发的老公公喽 ,而那位女生也变成了慈祥可爱的老婆婆啦 .他们俩还是恩恩爱爱的度过每一天 .....

某年的冬天 ,老公公先离开老婆婆到另一个国度等待她 ,老婆婆出奇的安静 ,她没流泪 ,因为她知道老公公没抛弃她 ,只是到某个国度等她而已 .......

那年的冬天特别的冷 ,那年的冬天也好像特别漫长.. 那年的雪好像也从没停止过...

老公公过世后 ,老婆婆还是待在那小屋 ,她没听孩子们的劝告搬到城市去住 ,因为这小屋就是她的一切 .....

很快的 ,今天又是到了老婆婆的生日 ,她的孩子们那还会记得呢 ?正当老婆婆正在慢慢回味过去的时光时 ,门外传来了敲门声 ,老婆婆也觉得很奇怪怎会有人来探访她呢 ? 但 ,她还是开了门 ....

门外站着一名送花员 ,他问了老婆婆的姓氏后 ,从容不迫的从后掏出一束玫瑰花 ,不多也不少就是三朵玫瑰花 ... 老婆婆呆住了 ,
正当她想开口询问之际 ,或许那送花员也知道老婆婆想问他什么吧 !
他开口告诉了老婆婆 ,这些花是在那老公公还没过世前就已预订了 ,每年的今天都必须送花到这小屋 ,因为这是要送给他一生中最深爱的太太 ,直到某天再也没人接受了才断止 .....

老婆婆哭了 ,至从老公公过世后 ,她是第一次哭.....
哭了好久 ,她笑了 .....

因为老婆婆 ...老婆婆总于深深的体会到老公公对她那一辈子的诺言 ...

记得 "真情才是一辈子的诺言噢 ~"

Kanching Water falls with BSS

2010-06-07T08:09:00.001-07:00

Is being a year already since I met her. Glad to have her with me all the time. I guess finally we are going to make it into the next stage of our life? Hmmmm date? can't tell her. Must give her a suprise LOL. Really appreciate things that she has done for me in my life. The reason she loves me is because I can change:P I am dynamic hahaha. Perhaps is true? Since she came into my life I changed so much. I no more having Aaron kwok hairstyle, I am not so lehhh fehhhh. These pics here don't have my stylish hair, just too lazy to make it when we are going to waterfalls. Thanks for your support and "kindness" even though we always "bite" each others. Perhaps just like Chrono Cross said, we hurt each others yet we ran like a wind, while our laughter echo under cerulean sky..

This is the best pic out of all, taken by others not me LOL!

Me and BSS

BSS trying to reach out for the Forest

Don't know what is she wondering?

Nothing too special

The water stream or BSS is nicer?:P

Who is this?

Gorgeous girl with pretty scenary

I think this one looks better than previous photo

Miss tan said, this photo is taken from calendar LOL, I guess may be those people went to same place and took the same pic?

This is the bottom part of the water fall

YUMMY!!!!! eating roti ice cream

natural green

Artistic shot! trying to be Pro haha

Our journey begins

What has happen to degree and cert?

2010-06-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

Today went for another onsite project in canon machinery. As usual I have a usual chat with the IT manager for certain IT paradigm shift and what's upcoming progress of the project.

Technology has become better, life styles have improve but sadly our education level has deteriorated years by years. Of course faizul study time is much earlier than me, because he has children and family now compare to me still "single". Well, even that time he doesnt' have any IT courses like multimedia, networking and those miscellaneous major. And perhaps they will have computer science as I remember my elder brother used to study that in informatics.

But as time progressed, my time have software engineering, business IT, computer science and many more IT majoring. Yet it only serves for quantity purpose not quality. When I was talking to faizul this early morning. He was telling me that, he has a friend who graduated in IT majoring multimedia. As far as I remember during your foundation year, you should learn about PC maintenance and trouble shooting. At that course you can format your computer, setup OS and then perform application/software installation. Well of course it covers more stuff from there.

Me and faiz could not believe that this guy have to send his computer for formating. and even recommended faiz to send his computer to this vendor if any problem occurs. I am not sure whether he got no time to fomat the computer or he really has too much money to spend. But I can say I kind a believe that he doesn't know how to format the computer and reinstall everything. The reason is simple, 7/10 fresh grads that finish programming courses that come for job interview do not know how to develop a program.

Previously I am really curious why such things will happen that a degree cert now is just like an ordinary toilet paper. People who finished some network admin or network engineer course do not know how to troubleshoot or configure the router. When I try to recall back how my study last time, I believe most lecturers are just teaching about theory. And most of them do not have practical skill in what they are teaching. Some of the students do not really voice up their question if they do not understand. The worst thing is you can't argue with your lecturer, they will always say they are right. And you are wrong LOL!. So at the end all the student end up silence and just listen to their theory teaching.

As faiz said, in western, they teach about practical and also application of the theory. If you ask them about the theory they will just ask you to refer to book and then apply the formula. That's why real way of making people understand the concept. Here when I see those lecturers teach about Object oriented or UML everything is just about theory. STill talking about car and trucks is the sub class of transport. Whenever the students read about it, they understand the relationship of car is transport. But in programming why Object oriented? Can't they show some better example that promote reusability and also code readability?

Especially when we were studying Artificial intelligence, all the students are so suffer in the class trying to comprehend what they indian guy from india is teaching. And most annoying thing is his indian slang. Even now, we still can remember the statement he is trying to say in indian slang. If all the birds fly in the air live under water likewise FALSE. Tom is the father of Zu and zu is the Son of Tom, like wise true. I mean everyone know what statement is true or false. But what is the application of studying all this. And we were never taught how to implement an AI system or not even a DSS. What a joke. Just like Mr. Joke said, his life is a joke LOL!

while I was writing this blog, I posted this status message in FB "Nowadays degree is really like toilet paper, graduate from IT still have to send their PC for vendor to format... sigh.." Some smart ass replied me: "lol.... well....degree din teach how to format PC =P" Perhaps 6/10 people will think like that, and that's why when they graduate in IT and so called IT professional have to send their PC to a non-degree holder that only has SPM cert to format their PC.

I should say LOL.... well... degree din teach you how to earn money and get a job? So why you get a job? LOL! and now I REALLY understand why last time the fresh grad copy paste my source code and still ask me why cannot work? and don't know how to debug! Is really vomit blood. How can someone MEMORIZE programming. Programming should be analytical and problem solving, not memories the same source code and copy paste. If it is so simple, a computer can just do it. Microsoft has copy and paste function since long long long ago. We don't need a programmer. But i know many my friends really memorize programming to pass the test. Sigh.....

A story to some Beh buk

2010-05-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.

有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?

善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧

這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.

因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.

好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?

可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...

How to make your pendrive bootable

2010-05-10T13:40:00.000-07:00

After getting this new laptop, I just wanted to format my old dell inspiron 9400. This laptop when was past 3 years ago, is really fast and equipped with powerful graphic cards GeForce 7900. Which I think for that time can play most of the game. I guess doom 3 was released not really long that time too. But that time the shadow in 3D was not so intensive, this laptop can run most of the game without problem, even for Crysis and crysis warhead can be completed without much problem on medium settings. Hmm but end up now it can't run most of the 3D game on lowest setting especially this bad company 2. That game lacks so much when it was play on my inspiron 9400. And the DVD ROM is FUBAR. So I can't format and reinstall my OS. But with nowadays technology everything is possible. I start to look for information to boot up using Pendrive, as i know my motherboard and BIOS supported that function.

And to my suprise it is so easy to make it. If you are having windows 7 and vista. I believe the below command can be done using win XP fix disk. I remember when I was using DOS, we have to use fdisk alot.

So I assume you all have windows 7 or vista since windows 7 is real good now.

1. Insert USB drive to your pc and make sure you must backup all the data inside before proceeed to next step. After that, just remember to check which drive is your USB.

2. Go to start menu and type cmd at the search box, it will have cmd.exe at the top. Just right click on it and run as administrator. When there is a dialog box, just press YES! to continue.

3. When the Command Prompt opens, enter the following command:

DISKPART and hit enter. (I think in older version is fixdisk.

LIST DISK and hit enter.

after you have entered the LIST DISK command, it will show the disk number of your USB drive. In my laptop cause I have 1 physical hard disk, my USB drive disk no is shown as Disk 1.

4. In this step you need to enter all the below commands one by one and hit enter. As these commands are rather easy, you can easily guess what these commands do.

SELECT DISK 1 (if you have 2 physical hard disk you can have SELECT DISK 2 and so on)

CLEAN

CREATE PARTITION PRIMARY (in older fdisk this is to create primary partition so later you can boot with it)

SELECT PARTITION 1 (select the first partition)

ACTIVE (make the partition to become active)

FORMAT FS=NTFS (format the disk with NTFS)

ASSIGN (assign a disk drive)

EXIT (and exit(

after exit from DISKPART just do the following.

5. Insert your Windows CD/DVD in the optical drive and note down the drive letter of the optical drive and USB media. If you are using daemon tools or any virtual image, it still works. My daemon tools mount is DRIVE I. and my USB is DRIVE H.

6. Go back to command prompt and execute the following commands:

I: (ENTER!)

CD\BOOT (HIT ENTER)

BOOTSECT.EXE /NT60 H:

(Where “H” is your USB drive)

(you will see a message that your drive H: is successfully made bootable). If it is not, may be you are not running your cmd.exe using administrator mode or there is other error message that you might wanna share here.

7. Copy Windows CD/DVD contents to USB.

so now you will get a bootable windows USB drive.

I have tried this on windows server 2008 and it works. I am not sure about windows XP, perhaps you can use a windows 7 ,vista or server 2008 to bootsect it. then copy all the contents over.

Game Review - Battle field Bad Company 2

2010-03-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

Being awhile since I have played battlefield 1 and 2. I guess it is a really nice game to play especially the early days of capture the flag and also camping to take out enemies using sniper.
While many other impressive title such as Call of Duty and Medal of honor may rival this BFBC2 title. This game is short I guess nowadays FPS is not that long since main focus has greatly concentrated on multiplay and graphics. I finished the game on hard mode and not too challenging I would say.

Gameplay: 8/10
It is a really nice FPS war game. Especially most of the stuff are destructible. And this make tanks and RPG much more deadlier than before. But Perhaps the destructible feature, the damage of grenade and RPG is reduced compare to Call of Duty. I guess COD is just way too realistic that when you get hit with 2 to 3 bullets you will be dead. Of course COD has larger team and more realistic battle formation. But for BF2 I guess is more to heroic theme and more like left 4 dead kind of game play. In single play, all your team mate can't die no matter what kind of bullet they take in their head. This make them a very good cannon fodder. Your teammate can simply rush in and clear of the enemy while you are sniping from behind. This game doesnt' have prone position like COD where you can camp and snipe. Other than this, everything is just nice to have. Because I play this game on hard mode, and there is no save game you can have manually, other than auto save, some of the mission is really annoying when you get reloaded in the enemy line of fire.

Storyline:7/10
I don't know much about the 4 soldiers background, but the story definitely fit the title well (bad company). Your team mate sometimes help you some times they don't, you can't really give them direct order other than you follow them or they follow you. {spoiler} The story starts off with japan building some kind of scalar weapon,I guess is just some EMP pulse to disable all those tech gadget in 1943+. At the beginning you are playing as another guy, which lead a strike team into japan to rescue some scientist. At the end of the mission either you are KIA or MIA. Then it goes back to presence day that bad company has to be a special operation to lead a team to go to many places to find this emp bomb. It has many turn and twist here and there. It tells you about the terrors of war.

Graphics:9/10
the graphics is astonishing, just like you were at the war zone. The explosion of tank shell, RPG and oil tank really gives gamers some real fireworks. Texture and details of the scene are as good as real. If gamers have a high end machine, definitely the game play will be more intense.
The bullets and gun fire are very well visualized too. The physic engine too are very well designed that rubbles, rag dolls and shots are perfectly simulated in game. If gamers want to know how much the physic engine has improve, try playing game like Counter strike and quake4. I know is old game with old technology, but that shows how much 3D FPS games have really improved since last decade.

Sound: 8/10
Even using a laptop speaker, the sound effect is really vivid. I can still remember how it sounds like when the bullet is flying pass me or hitting my head ( in game). If you have full 3D surround sound system, players will not be able to differentiate whether is real or computer generated. there is not much music in this game. Perhaps they should have some place for it during certain intermission.

AI: 8/10
I am playing on hard mode, the AI is shrewd and will always aim for me. No matter where I am hiding they seem to know my whereabout and shoot me from far. I guess there is how the game mechanics work. No doubt their AI prove to be challenging, and sometimes even camping proves to be a challenge especially to RPG and tanks. They will tear down the blockign obstacles. I guess the combination of RPG and MG really made player life tougher. AI really changes everytime you reload the game. This gives the game more replay value.

overall: 8.5/10
Is really a great game, I guess FPS play should try this game no matter what. Everything fits nice in bad company. Especially the storyline dialog and speech are well done to express their personal feeling and obligation about the mission they are going to carry out. Even then the story shows some moral value on friendship and patriotisme.

Game Review - Command & Conquer 4 Tiberian Twilight

2010-03-25T08:39:00.001-07:00

Come to think of it command and conquer series has been around for 14 years. Or Perhaps 15 years, since it came out at 1995. The very first C&C series consists of 2 CDs. Back then 2 CDs game is really huge size, since our harddisk is only 420 MB, is lesser than today pendrive. Most of the PC that time is 486-DX2 66. Of course the clock speed is getting faster and faster. After that C&C progress with tiberian sun, tiberium wars and last final episode C&C tiberian twilight. As metioned by EA, they will sum up everything and tell about origin of Kane and also who is kane? But I guess is really a great disappointment that non of these being told.

C&C4 stories continue with Kane using one of the implanted cyborg previously was name LEGION to active the Scrin tower. As player remember the tacitus which is recovered by Kane in the last mission on Kane Wrath is some how fused with the (player) in C&C4 as commander. The story is nothing great and interesting. It is like extended the story from C&C3 where he walks into SCRIN tower and the screen turns white. But this time with more detailed and elaboration on how he activated the tower. This time, the player ( command) character has a wife. If you play GDI the wife died in early mission. For NOD some how she survives.

Gameplay: 6/10

I think the gameplay is totally different from previous C&C, now is more mobile, no resource gathering, everything is depends on the command point you have. Good or bad. But for C&C player i think is a really annoying gameplay. But for strategy player who play Warhammer 40k I think is not too bad, and I should say the game play is quite easy. Any how there is not much strategy that can involve here (singleplay).

You have offensive, defensive and support class. Defensive class has building like towers and all sort of stuff. You have ion canon too. But who will build such structure and camp around when you only have the limit of 60 commands point ? or lesser. Is not 60 units, but 60 command points that each engineers will consume 3. Basically the title should not be called command and conquer, since you can't have massive armies and units, and you cannot even have camping tactics like in C&C generals? Is just like RPG, you try to make units level ups and become heroes. But the problems in C&C4 doesn't have any hero unit? Compare to Warhammer 40k dawn of wars 2, this game is just too less features. It has many units, but then even tier 2 and tier 1 units are sufficient to deal out damage why bother for tier 3?

Basically you build up varies of units that can deal damage to heavy, light and medium armors and get a few engineers (for offensive class). For me I used offensive always, and have my crawler walk together. with the engineer around, you can use your crawler to tank and fix it up later. More or less is really like RPG, got to be so tactical.

Storyline:2/10?

What can I say about C&C 4? basically it just the drill down detailed of having LEGION (player/command) to activate the Scrin Portal. Can't they just put this campaign mission into C&C 4? and they have to make it into 9 super short missions for each side? They should have concluded this in Kane's wrath when lastly he combines Tacitus and LEGION. But EA just wanna drag on to make C&C4. and said all of Kane information will be reveal? What is there to be revealed? Everything is almost the same, but just player is given a wife LOL. I can even write up a better story ? huh? And there is not much background development for each of the characters. None.. If this is RPG, the character development should be intense. damn this is worse than Supreme commander 2

Graphics:5/10

What can I say? This is almost like Tiberium wars. or Red alert 3. Things just not too realistic. Whenever reaper get shot by mastadon (Mammoth tank MK2 railgun) it just jumps up and down then died. I am not sure whether is my PC problem or other reason. But I can play it smoother than Supreme commander 2. No big deal. Graphics just entry level nothing great I should say.

Sound:5/10

The music and everything is just so average, I can barely remember how it is sounds after finishing all the campaign in less than 1 day for both sides. where is hell march?

AI: 5/10

AI is quite brainless, since there is not much strategy you can employ with 60 commands points, the most is they are sending mostly 5 units against your group of units. And those units are just giving you experience points for you to level up your Units. Other than that I got nothing to say. Old AI is much more powerful.

Units:8/10

Yea it features more than 60 units, with different classes and different units. If EA is going to make this a tactical game I guess it will be really good. The reason is simple, just get some idea from final fantasy tactics and also shattered galaxy. Incorporated point and tech trees and make leveling up worth. And also make individual units leveling system more profound and allows greater customizability in every units based on general (command's) level and also job specialization such as offend, support, defend, stealth, assassin, rush, turtle, high tech and so on! And also allow level up to have stats point for general to distribute into different stats such as technological level (higher unlock better weapon , armor, features of each units), class point (unlock better units and higher class), customization point ( unlock more powerful customization).

Overall:5.2/10

I am really upset with EA and C&C4. C&C started so good by westwood studio, I really didn't expect it will have such a bad ending that Kane just step inside the Scrin Portal and that is! Ascension is REAL!. And whatever is it, perhaps they will make another good C&C good in RPG or tactical style. Other than that, if you wanna know the story of C&C4 , just go to youtube.com and search for tiberian twilight. Everything is there, and the story sucks big time. Player is awakened, and get implanted with tacitus and I assumed you are legion, and then you just go through series of stupid battle in either kill Kane or help Kane to get into portal but killing gideon and capturing TCN. Sigh.. GDI mission is so stupid because GDI has been trying to kill Kane since C&C1, but failed big time. Even in point blank C&C tiberian sun, Kane was stabbed by never died. cause Cabal clone him again LOL!. What a great story. sigh.. Seriously the storyline in tiberian sun is even better than C&C4.

Recap of 2009 - MAR episode

2010-03-21T15:00:00.000-07:00

I guess nothing much happen in March of 2009. Because just after chinese new year. Not much of mood to work too. Then I get news that Yikit is going to marry. Hmm Yee kit was born in september if I am not mistaken. She is virgo. Not really compatible with my horoscope LOL. And more to that she is dog in chinese horoscope. and not that compatible with me also. But whatever superstitious or not, she is married now.

Yea I remember going to her house and talked to her mom and chit chat with them. We are really good friend. I remember treating her to eat siiiii....... ham also. LOL If you speak it in cantonese slowly it sounds like I am treating her to eat shit........ hamm... hahahhaha. Yea she is talkative girl, I like talkative girl. But then because her fate is working life, work day and night LOL. But still not bad, I guess she just conceive a baby boy or baby girl. Not really sure. Still working in nitto denko if I am not mistaken. But then that time I met her, both of us are really busy busy and busy. Usually she didn't pick up my call. I guess fate never bring us together eh?

Well. Wish her have a very happy life. and white hair till old with her husband lor. Her husband is a good guy can see from picture. Very guai chai and very "smooth" type haha. Not like Mr. Joke, parents will say he got CB face LOL. No one likes him cause ugly face:P

Their wedding album, I took it with my camera phone haha. Both of them leng chai leng lui. So compatible.

Whole family photo taking session. I just remember that yellow shirt uncle has really lots of stuff to talk. He sings well too. but don't know why he sings beyond song in her wedding haha

Is Yeekit and the husband. So matching!

Recap of 2009 - FEB episode

2010-03-21T14:33:00.001-07:00

Here comes February. I remember I get a new camera phone at this time. Is the samsung I8510i. Is also known as the Innov8. Because that time I was watching gundam 00. There is bunch of fellows call themselves the innovator. That's I go get the phone. Nahh.. is actually it has 8 megapixel camera. All the picture taken from now on is using my new samsung phone. Yea till now it works well.

I remember somewhere in the month, we went to somewhere kampung teluk something or tanjong something LOL. Jason and Elmen were with me that time. Talking about some project. But end up nothing great.

It was the opening for Medklenn skin care product. I am not sure what janice is doing now. Been calling her for awhile, and she is super damn busy. LOL! Other than that, I guess she forgets to renew her domain name and not even complete her internal software system yet. She must be damn busy closing sales. I guess that's her expertise haha.

I think that's the usual place I hang out with Alex Lee, you can find his picture else where in this post. That place is called Samantha. in Uptown. I was wondering Rachel still work there. Long time I never pick up her call. She sells me cheap hard liquor. May be jatuh lori.?

Hmm right hand side we have our beloved Fat God. He helps me mom alot and guided her since she was 33 I remember. Or somewhere there. Many people went there to acquire 4 digits number. Because Fat God said I have good career so I don't really have gambling luck. The 4 digits given by HIM is no miss one. I remember that time he gave me the 4 digits I bought it and kena like RM 1k+. Because is just RM 10 for starter. so is about RM 1k. I didn't gamble big cause not that greedy lor.

We have shaun at the left picture and jason on the right hand side. Both also close friend to me.

Yea and I don't know why Mr. Joke has to pretend to become Jason and talks to BSS. I guess it is really a joke for him to do such childish stuff. I am not sure why such a destructive person can be born into the world like Mr. Joke. Trying to blame others, criticize other people action, and judging people with his own standard LOL. Perhaps himself has really no problem, but the one who gave birth to him, sigh what a joke. Sad case.

WAO!!, I look so lat and also so leh feh that time. I guess I did change alot since that time. Thanks to BSS, who transform me. Hmm I wear a different watch too. Different hair style and different way of eating too? Anyone?

Here is Esolid MD, Lennie Chong. She manages her company quite well, every year her Solid Edge gets double of the sales. Hope this year is triple. SO can beat the shit out of... errr can't mention name. Later get sued again.

This guy is from ONDE. Hmm he is one of the decision maker in ONDE, but then we can't really get the project. I think bad luck LOL!

Is our leng lui Sales & marketing girl - Hanna Rose. I guess that time we were with Lennie to discuss about ONDE project. But failed.

Who else you think this is? Alex Lee lor. Another Brother in Beer LOL. not brother in christ or brother in law. Brother in Beer. Cause this kaki botol without drinking sure like wanna die one. The picture he took also must have beer inside. Alex sure misses Samantha, after 5 and also San Diego!

Yea, this is Elmen, he was working with us for awhile before going to RCE. I guess small company does not suit him well. Really feel happy for him now, where by he has many subordinate to work with.

Just wrap up my february chapter.

Recap of 2009 - JAN episode

2010-03-21T14:23:00.001-07:00

Wao is already March 2010. I still didn't do any recap writing for my previous year. Nothing much happen in Jan 2010 except for daily life and daily works. I guess not much of work too since market being quite slow. Hmm going for meetings and then go to few places to have some makan makan. Life is weird eh, just few months back Fat God was telling me about I am getting married soon. Yeah, now is 2010 I guess I will be getting married soon:P

Well Look at the pub in cheras business center. YEa I visit lots of pub, I guess that time drinking was still my past time LOL!.

My favourite sashimi!. I have this with Cat I guess. somewhere in old klang road near alken there. Quite expensive stuff LOL!

Lastly we have some empty plates of malay food. I guess we have this in northern region with Mr. Loh and esolid fellow.

Nothing much really happen in January. Life is still damn dull. cause BSS not yet there for me LOL!

Game Review - Battle field bad company 2

2010-03-21T12:22:00.000-07:00

Just get a copy of BFBC2 today. Play 2 rounds of it on hard difficulty. I think is not that hard compare to COD (call of duty). Reason is it can get hit by more bullet, I guess is less realistic compare to COD. Perhaps it will be too difficult to play when it gets too realistic.

One of the best thing in this game is nearly everything is destructible. This make the tanks, grenade and RPG are really powerful. It can blow up the building you are hiding inside. So camping is no longer a better reason for it. The only thing lacking in BF is you can't have prone position. I kind a like it in COD when you are playing sniper in grass land. No one can even see where you are shooting from except showing a red dot on radar. Nonetheless both COD and BF is nice game to have. Just started playing it, won't have much time to finish cause rushing for project.

Time for project and work again!

Game Review - Supreme Commander 2

2010-03-19T11:52:00.000-07:00

Yea my life is damn busy, but why I still have time for games? I guess supreme commander 2 is really a short game for strategy player like me. Supreme commander is from the same creator as total annihilation best strategy game of all time even rank better than Starcraft. Yea no doubt is Chris Taylor, who brought us Total annihilation and Supreme commander. For me both the title is really good strategy game. Whoever like strategy game should not miss it. This time the publisher is Square Enix, I like Square Final fantasy series. Not sure when I gonna have time for FF13.

Graphics: 8/10

I guess for graphics, there is not much of stunning changes since Supreme Commander 1. Other than much better explosion and better laser and shielding visualization. I think there is not much to mention. But to compare with Supreme Commander 1, the graphics engine gets improvement and optimization. So now it can run on lower spec machine which has lower end graphic cards. Nonetheless the graphics in battlefield is quite stunning already compare to other strategy title. But there are still rooms for improvement.

General Gameplay: 7/10

Compare to Supreme commander and total annihilation, the only difference now is there is no tier 1 to tier 3 buildings and unit. It has a research technology tree. Which I find it quite annoying. Perhaps Supreme commander is trying to attract more casual player rather than hardcore player like us. Compare to blizzard title, C&C (except general) and westwood title (other than dune) there are really not much strategy game has a tech tree. I mean even slower pace settle will not have such a tech tree which I find it not suitable for heating and high pace battle for Supreme commander. For supreme commander, the focus should be always on battle field. Large scale, with lot's of explosion, multiple squadron of bombers in the air. when you unlock mass converter you will become God like, you just have to build up energy generator to get you mass. And those mass converter are nothing good. Every 1000 energy is 200 Mass, you can get like 100+ energy per second compare to mass that might only have 10 to 15 + per second on certain map. And each generator is so cheap to build compare to mass converter. In skirmish I always use mass converter to get good resource.

Each faction has 6 missions total of 18 mission. But most of the time, each mission will take 30 minutes to finish. So the game will only last you 9 hours to maximum 18 hours. Which about 1 to 2 days you can finish everything plus some skirmish with dumb AI even on hard difficulty.

Unit: 6/10

I find that Supreme commander 1 is much more fun than this title. Now it has lesser units, it has lesser variety of units between faction too. You have couple of experimental which is really effective I would say. The unit between faction more or less are the same, especially towers have land, anti air and torpedo launcher. It doesn't have the fun of tier 1 to 3. Even for air units, the research tree for air unit is always fighter, bomber which is available in the early game, then comes to gunship, transport ship and later some of the experimental units like soul ripper for cybran. The reason without the tier 1 to tier 3 units are simple, in battle you don't have anymore cannon fodder. I remember in supreme commander, you can have a squadron of 8 to 10 tier 1 fighter or gunship as cannon fodder to protect 1 or 2 tier 3 tactical/strategic bomber. For supreme commander 2, unit combination is quite less. Supreme commander 2 is becoming less tactical when you are jus tgoing to mass tank, or missile launcher. Players don't have sniper bots, for damage, tanker unit with shield. Most of the land units for each faction is really almost the same.

Artificial Intelligence: 5/10

The AI for HARD is really easy compare to supreme commander or even total annihilation. Or any other strategy game out there. When the first time I was playing 3v3 with all hard AI. I find it the AI is really slow in building. There are not in turtle mode. The only factory they have is land factory and bunch of tanks. Other than that they have no anti air at all. Even when I have like 10 fighter/bomber (cybran gemini), I go for some exploration, I find that opponent has only a single anti air turret. Straight away I blow up the anti air turret and wreck havoc to the enemy base. After that I just target the commander and send him to destruction. The 3 vs 3 is just too easy. And enemy can't even send tanks or any units near my base. Is not like Supreme commander 1, you will see squadron of tanks and air unit with combination of bombers and fighters come swarming your base. So later I try something harder on 1 Vs 3 computers. The AI still sucks. I cannot imagine that when I finished research everything and is still camping they AI is only 1/3 of total research. And by the time I already have long range artillery bombarding their base. The only AI which prove to be more competence is illuminate that build some nuke to nuke my base. But is just too bad, I have already 6 soul rippers and 4 proto brain that easily take out its whole base. As I remember, in supreme commander 1, level 3 tower will take out your experimental unit like flies too.

Music and sound effect:7/10

What I can say is I still prefer total annihilation music. It really brings you into the intense battle which is raging between all the players. Even after like 10 years, I still remember the music when we start the battle. Sigh just about few days after I play supreme commander 2, I can't even remember how the music like. Just the sound effect is great on big speakers and it will be really stunning to have it as battlefield.

Storyline:6/10

This time supreme commander 2 focus on individual character rather than large scale faction wars. But I guess the script writer is not really good on character development. I have not seen such a bad story development even in Red alert 3. The wars and the character development doesn't fit well because supreme commander is suppose to focus on large scale warfare not like warcraft style with hero RPG elements. Or you will have C&C style scenario mission like protect some building, capture something, or destroy some units. In the whole supreme commander 2 is pretty easy you just destroy all your enemy. And all those optional objectives are really useless and give you nothing. Strategy game with character story telling so far the best is warcraft 3 with its expansion, because it has heroes and is very well suited to blend in their story. For C&C title, because the war is always talking about Nod, Cane and Tiberian, that's why people play the game even thought its game play sucks but players still wanna know the story. Just like everyone is expecting C&C4 to get the conclusion of the whole tiberian series. Because supreme commander has never talk about in depth any characters or their story, and mostly we only see them talking on battlefield with anger, or Dr. Brackman talking like philosopher even he said he is scientist and etc. Nothing much about their background. Now they wanna focus on character story telling. Is really a great disappointment. I rather they focus on battle field scenary and terrain that talk about the battle at different planet, which will give more insight how humanity has developed through the thousand years. Just like the last stage of Supreme commander 2 which battle on shiva prime, is a good scenario. And more map with different elements, like in volcano, different atmospheric effect or different landscape with different battle strategy should be conducted. Map elements are so important, which in supreme commander 2, most of the battle are just too straight forward and I find it compare to total annihilation has no challenge at all. The naval battle just too simple.

Overall: 6.6

I don't like the score, because I like chris taylor games, I like supreme commander series (included TA). But this title is really a great disappointment for me. Even the previous strategy game I had (C&C kane wrath) is more fun that this. I mean the story and also the world domination mode. Perhaps the expansion for this game title will be much better. I am not sure there is any expansion for it. To put everything in the nutshell, this game is just a fairly average strategy game, whether you play it or not, you don't lose anything. But you really got to lose something if you don't try out TA and SC1.

Life is Busy

2010-03-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

Life is just full of stuff that starts with P. I think finally business is just too good and I got no more time to teach anymore guitar at saturday. Perhaps life should have focus. I guess is being 2.5 years I have been teaching guitar at Taipan. Two students Sylvia and Philip are considered talented guitarist. One girl who can play acoustic guitar with good strumming. Another guy with good endurance and patient playing classical pieces. Really hope that both of them will practice harder and get better even without my guidance. 27th March would be my last day in teaching. I guess after that day, I will have lesser time for guitar. What a waste.

Yea life is really full of P and P and P.. it means project, proposal writing, programming. And Phui Wan said: Pengsan. I didn't know her name also starts with P. Progressing well everyday I guess. I guess one day we all should gather around and have a cups of latte and talks about P.. Stuff LOL

This month is a good month, just got 2 projects confirmed and still with more project coming in. Must work hard in order to finish one of the project end of this month. Is time to gather more money and Propose to her eh? I guess through the Prophecy, we should be getting married soon. Another P.. lucky pokai is not an english word. yes Porn hahaha. I mean the fishing Porn that Nick uses to fish those African fish, not the Pushing stuff.

Life is hectic and busy, time and money is always lacking LOL But i know my wish will come through this year. be Positive! Progressive! Productive LOL all the Ps.

I remember when I was studying in Inti College, they always talks about the 3Ps. But for me is Plagiarism, Photostat and Phantasm. Because of all of us like to be copycat. Luckily, I am top student so people copy from me. The life in college is another 3P. Yea I love 3P. Play, Play and play LOL. Cybercafe is always the usual place I hang out. Classroom is my bedroom. And all lecturers are just so boring:P. Time flies. Past. .......... is just another memories.

Start of New Spring. 立春

2010-02-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

Today is the day after new Spring or whatever you called it. In mandarin is called 李春。This day is mark of beginning of the spring of another year. It also marks that winter has passed, spring is coming, and we got to work hard again.

Perhaps for past 1 week the luck is bad. Not sure why, cause Chinese horoscope said, it will be bad luck for me. But after chinese new year it will be good luck for me. I guess This new spring is the turning point of it. Thought not much happen.

Yesterday night after discussion with my customer regarding the Digi DSS system, finally we pay for hosting service at eXaBxteX. But because of the .NET application and virtual directory it took whole night to figure things out and their tech support is really stupid and not helping at all by sending me. "I am getting the following error message when following the steps you have mentioned. Please contact your script writer regarding this error." Feel damn frustrated and tulan when I see that. I was asking him how to create virtual directory within the sub folder. Then he asked me for the error message. So i point him to the login URL and told him he can Login using any username or password. End up again he asked me for username and password. FINE and I gave him again the information. and at the end He just told me that "I am getting the following error message when following the steps you have mentioned. Please contact your script writer regarding this error." WTF man.

Is like when you feel that you car is having some problem, you cannot really drive it smooth you send to work shop. Then you ask the mechanic to check for you. and do some diagnosis. Then he ask you "which part got problem?". Is ok to just tell him where to pinpoint the problem. then he asks again? How it happen? when it happens, how to make your problem again?... OK lar.. since he asks until like that , then just tell him when cornering and also switching gear the gear box is not responsive (example). Then after some hours of diagnosis he will tell you this

"I am getting some responsive action from your gearbox when following the steps you have mentioned. Please contact your Manufacturer regarding this Problem." What will you do? vomit blood right? Luckily I never encounter this problem with mechanic. I cannot understand why that a tech support has no analytical skill at all and never know how to help a users.

So when morning comes, I replied his email and ask him for another better guy who can solve this problem. then finally a much better guy comes and help me check everything and then let me know how to create the virtual directory using their control panel. Problem solves. efficient and accurate. That's what a user wants! Finally is done.

Then because of this .NET, I try to publish using Visual Studio to my local wwwroot. But my wwwroot has lot of stuff. Then it asked Do you want to overwrite it ? then I press YES. I thought i just overwrite those sub folder not DELETE it all:P then WOOOSH everything gone. ZZZZzzzzz. But nonethless, those important code are in virtual folder not in wwwroot thats the good things. But inside wwwroot has many other stuff and code that i used to build up other website too. Nevermind... I guess those are rubbish. Perhaps a new spring has to have a new start. IS good and is Bad:P LOL!

Then was playing on facebook. found someone wrote this when we were discussing about vishu lim status message.

有个人在床头贴了一张帖子, 写上 “不要太担心, 明天会更好” , 每次睡觉前就看了看, 然后安慰自己, 要好好睡觉, 明天醒来, 日子就会变好…结果, 过了好长时间, 他的日子依然潦倒, 他才醒悟到, 原来他只注重 “明天会更好” , 忘记了前面的 “不要太担心” ….. 不要太担心, 是写给有思考和有顾虑的人, 要他们把思考和顾虑减少；成天好吃懒做, 脑满常肥的人, 这句子可用不上… 不要再欺骗自己等待更好的明天了, 应该顾虑和思考的, 今天就要去做了… 今天不奋斗, 明天会更糟～与你们共勉～

I guess it is really true that, we should tell over not to worry too much tommorow will be better. It only applies for those who really think and worries too much. But for people who are lazy and never think, this doesn't apply, it will make them worse. if they don't start to think and work hard tommorow is always worse and worse and worst. So start thinking and worrying now. Start Fighting for better tommorow. not sleeping away and get paid.

Classical Guitar - Radical Dreamers

2010-02-03T02:25:00.001-08:00

This is the ending theme of chrono cross radical dreamers. I have posted it on youtube is here

I will be uploading to my opaps.com/mp3 for mp3 downloading. hope you guys enjoy. This is a one time play through no editing. So is abit rough..The youtube sound quality is abit lower due to video compression I think. If you want clearer sound just go to www.opaps.com/mp3/radicalDreamer2.mp3 to download it.

IS being awhile

2010-02-03T00:56:00.001-08:00

Is being awhile since I write here.

I guess it is almost like half a year I write here. Just that business is really damn slow, perhaps Malaysia economy will get better next year.

Perhaps I should do some recap of 2009 like What I did for 2008. But then there are too many pictures I took with BSS. so it will take some time to upload it. Nonetheless I will start to write my blog more frequently. Perhaps for some opinion about love and relationship after I read the books borrow from Wendy.

Basically it is nothing much, it talks about the standard of love relationship as the title for the first chapter. The book has many short chapter for people to read and get inspiration and in depth understanding the how love and relationship can be become. But then it doesn't apply for everyone out there.

Many people might be wondering what is the definition or standard of love. I have a female friend, she has a kind a big boobs:P. Whenever there is lingerie sales and undergarment promotion she always get to have great time shopping for her "inner beauty". But then sometimes things always have pros and cons. There is one day I went out shopping with her, and the bra are all half price. The style and the pattern of that bra she likes didn't have the size she wanted LOL. and is 36D wao. Then I told her her boobs are just too big. Then she tease me back said that what people call standard size LOL!.

Thus from the conversation there is many many ways of defining standard. But if what she said is true that standard breast size must be 36D then many girls got to have low self esteem when comparing to their boobs. But I have another friends, who have bigger boobs, but then problem they have big butt and big waist too:P and she still have great confidence in her body shape, and always wear sexy clothes to show off her body. That's her standard.

Because beauty, love and relationship is all 2 sides so sometimes it just too hard to have a standard for everyone. some people use to tell me beauty lies in the eyes of beholder, but I would say, beauty is just skin deep, but ugly goes to the bone LOL!. I am not being insulting, but I shoudl say, there is a "public" or human scale for standard beauty. For example if you think that girl is pretty, then just pass her picture around for 100 persons, and do some sampling, if 90 persons out of 100 said she is pretty then you can say, through your study she is 90% pretty, but may be you can say also say she is 10% ugly LOL!. yea. and some ugly old hag, that always thinks she is so GoooOOod. will only have the husband closing one eyes to appreciate her beauty. Yea she is still pretty but may be 5% pretty. So i can say using such scale everyone is pretty but with a percentage.

But why that, we don't have standard for love and relationship? Because is 2 persons matters. So other people opinion doesn't give a shit about how both interact or the relationship as long as both of them are happy and think is standard. Means if both agree about certain rules or regulation then it become their standard. But other people might think is weird ? might think is unacceptable. but that doesn't matter for them.

For example, in japan, when you have a gf/bf usually when you come out for meals, both of them will share half half, there is the culture being taught there. Even you go to hotel to have some fun, the rental fees are shared. Yea because that's their culture, but if you are a Japanese guy and you try to pay everything, and you and your gf agrees about it then it not a problem, and other Japanese, might just think you are a moron. But why bother so much? just like in malaysia, I have friends that share expenses with his gf. when both of them went out for lunch or dinner, the guy pay the meal and the girl might just pay the petrol or toll. That's their standard and both of them agree to it and they are happy. OF course other people might just comment about them, just me me writing here. Some of the guy might just think this bf is not gentleman enough. and some thinks guys should pay everything. and the comments go out until blog spot database is not able to cater those comments LOL.

And because we are talking about standard, there is also "good" guy or "good" girl standard.? Guy with 6 C? or Girl with 36D, girl with 6C is the good standard? Yea sometimes before we meet the right one, may be we are thinking we want someone who can help us in business, someone who are intelligent, someone who are pure and innocent, may be someone who will talk about everything with you and give you 100% transparency. And someone who will just do anything on bed to satisfied you that others might think is too outrageous. But then , sometimes, then love comes you just tend to fall in, and then you might realize that the girl or guy you are with now might not be have the standard you want after all? is that a mistake, nop that's not. Love is to accept someone as is, not to change them or make them to become the standard you have always wanted.

But just bear in mind that, may be because the love is too overwhelming, and someday because of the absence of those "standard" you have wanted. You might think they guy or girl are no longer worth loving?.. but if the love sustain all this can be compromised.

Food for thoughts

2009-08-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

Is Being long time since I last wrote my blog, damn busy with all the projects and also busy dating GF:P Might have more sweet pictures to post later here:P May be Mr. Joke will get jealous and seriously I think his life is a joke, pity him that he cannot accept the truth and let go of his past and move on with his life. Not even 7th Month of chinese, then we have "ghost" haunting for people by blackmailing them. Lucky none of his words are bothered, we still have great appetite to eat lotsa foooood.

Usual dine in in Asia Cafe SS15 and try out some mediterranean food.

Above this we have our usual medi food call hummus. Do not confuse with hammas which Bruno has done in his show:P LOL. And the right side is our usual drinks, shandy, but this one is with green apple, i still prefer the original shandy, taste much more lemonade.

This is lamb ribs, they cook it quite good, not too hard, not too soft, just tender. With the sauce, every things seems to be delicious:P

Hummussssss, looks and taste abit weird for those who don't like medi/middle east food

4th of July 2009

2009-07-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

4th of July sounds like some independance day, for me is the day I finally move out from my house and starts a new life "alone". I am really grateful and thankful for having good friends around, that offer me helps and supports. The only thing I grab from my house is my Inspiron 9400 laptop and the 1 TB external harddisk, cash and some company stuff. Other than that, just like my friend said, "two hands empty empty" and "two sleeves clear wind". So everything has to start from scratch.

Thanks to Mista Kai for your transport from my house to get Nick all the way to KL and then from KL all the way to Batu Tiga and then from Batu tiga with nick back to his working place again. I owe you one. Thanks for Nic for his Kia Spectra, really grateful enough that, after leaving home without house keys, car keys and even clothes I manage to have a spare car from my friend in such a short time. Really thank God for that.

And also thanks for Tan hui Chia, my friend in private piano teaching centre allows me to stay in her rented house and so happen it has one empty room there. I am really grateful that, I can move in on saturday itself. Even though we don't talk much and we don't really know each other that well, I guess is really nice to have you as friend.

After getting all the stuff, the night time and also 5th July I have been busy shopping around and then setting up my basic clothings and some basic necessities. Thanks to Siew siew for all your time and energy, I know what happened to me and between my family have given you emotional and mental pressured. I pray that you will be able to handle it well. I know these 2 days you must be very tired thinking alot of stuff and also shopping around with me.

I promise you, Siew Siew, in the future, no matter what happened, I would do the same for you to support you back. Thanks for the pants you bought me is really nice and comfortable:P Again just wanna thank you for your support when this is the toughest time in my life when I lost most of the thing in just one morning and start to setup all the basic stuff again. You will always be in my heart. And remember you are always kind hearted, nice and playful girl.

May be things have happened very fast, aggressive and drastic in our life for past 1 month. No matter how I will try my best to maintain our relationship. In my life, you are the first girl who gave me such passion, courage and perseverance to go through this tough situation. Fate has brought us together, and then my decision has brought us closer. Now is the time for endurance and perseverance, we got to maintain the sparks and passion so that the fire can burn longer and longer. I just want to tell you that I love you deep from my heart.

Thanks to shaun for his financial and moral support, thanks to brother lee lee who tried to source a house for me but failed:P and thanks for her moral support. Thanks for people who gives me emotional and mental support throughou this time. Thanks for my brother for offering his kelisa.

5th July night, I met with Jacqualine and chin tek, for some consultation and some idea on how to handle this situation and how can we handle our emotion and mental so that we don't blame ourselves and release us from feeling guilty. Sorry for putting you (Siew Siew) in this situation, is not your fault, is just happen that, things get triggered like that, sorry to involve you as a victim. Thanks for the curry fish head meal tonight Jacq, thanks for your advise and prayer. You have been very helpful to me all the time even your wedding doesn't offer us nice food:P LOL, sorry about that. I hope that God will bless you Jacq and Chin Tek with fruitful life and abundant happiness.

New life just begins, and there is more work to be done especially in my business and software development, May God bless my business grows well, and May God bless all those who helps, and grant peace and safety to my mom, and brother. May God bless Siew siew with abundant happiness. May all of us be granted the strenght and wisdom and perseverance to go through all the hardship.

Definition of love

2009-07-01T11:21:00.000-07:00

I know I am celuping this from bible, but I find it true and meaningful. If you can achieve this kind of love you might truly, deeply, and madly in love with someone. LOL

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If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

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Life itself is a process

2009-06-22T12:04:00.000-07:00

At last I guess I come to know why life itself is a process, sometimes the result is not too important. Because result might be just something nominal, only the process the memories associate with it is valuable and worth keeping.

I am glad that I meet you, to know you, to be with you. Even the time we being together is short but then the memories and sweetness you have brought me is really an enlightenment of what is love and how love should be. With you, I know that there is still people who love with all their hearts. And this gives me strength to move even more aggressive towards my other goals of life.

You are kind heart, nice, fun and playful, thanks for giving me suprises from time to time. You really create chemistry between us and sparks for my boring company. Cause I am a noob in love and dating LOL. from you i know the love that makes me so self less and brings out my true best! And you are still doing it, even sometimes you get hurt.

Nonetheless, I will be waiting for your answer, no matter what is it, I will sure respect your decision. At the end of the day, life itself is a process, with parallel threads and multiple handlers that allows us to grow and experience life. Though many things have been fated, I will still keep my promise over you

付出

2009-06-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

如果有一天,你發現你的付出,赴諸流水..別不開心,因為你更了解了付出的價值..

Found this on sheko msn status, find it very meaningful. Because most of the time we are fed up contributing and giving out love or energy to someone else. But sometimes we don't have the so call "ROI", but dont give up or feel sad about it, cause it allows you to realize the price/value of sacrificing/contributing .

Another Story

2009-06-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

It started when I saw you in a wedding.
I approach you and talk to you.
I promise you I will contact you again..
From that time On... I keep on searching for you....
And..... We have met again.

My 3D modelling in Maya

2009-06-04T12:23:00.001-07:00

Finally I have to learn a Maya in order to model my game character, most probably in Robots which I think is easier, but not sure how difficult human model would be, but I guess in Maya it should not be too difficult compare to CAD software which is more focus on Mechanical engineering.

Though Solid Edge is really easy to pick up and doing solid part modeling, but some how it human modeling the requires intense surfacing and soft mod, Maya is still a better choice. Here is my first model following the tutorial to model a temple and render using Mental Ray.

Not bad huh for Noob like me? Elaine said the pillar looks uneven, I guess is optical illusion, since the base and each of the angle is calculated should not be so uneven. Will try harder next time to model more complex stuff..

Diluted Heart

2009-05-27T09:50:00.000-07:00

Whenever I call you, I get into long caller ringtone.
Whenever it gets through, you are busy.
And you always tell me you will call me back.
And I have waited and waited, until the flower has wilted and the time machine is invented.

Whenever I SMS you, is like big rock thrown into sea.
Whenever I receive your sms, anti matter has been discovered.
The only sms I receive is, wait for you to clear your problem and call me.
And I have waited and waited, until handphone has been phase out and you just make excuses you can't call me anymore.

Whenever we meet, it will be at wrong timing and wrong place.
When we finally meet other than wrong place with tight schedule, Murphy will start preaching his law.
The only time I can date you out, is like hiring an escort with me.
And the heart get diluted more and more, the friendship is become like electron meeting positron.

New Guitar Performance - Meteor

2009-05-18T14:16:00.000-07:00

This song is sung by TM Revolution, if you watch anime : gundam seed, you will hear this song when first time freedom appears in the show. and the Effect is powerful with this song alone.

mp3 just visit here . I also uploaded to youtube, for better viewing.

ENJOY the MUSIC!

My 3D Modelling SUCKS

2009-05-13T14:26:00.000-07:00

Damn I didn't expect after so many years of doing programming and all the language of talking to computer now I have to spend time doing modeling for my online game. I think to have multiple sides or iso metric view of the units, 3D is more feasible and faster for mechanical units, such as tank, robots, mech, wanzer, and so on. Those human character will leave it to Moshi. Current All this modeling and rendering is done in Solid Edge ST. Is damn easy to use compare to other Engineering Modeling software. May be I should get myself a copy of 3D max for human and surfacing modeling later. But at least Solid Edge ST (synchronous technology) allows noob like me to easily model it out in 3D format just by clicking here and there since dimension and accuracy is not that important. as long as the graphics looks good.

First I wanna do something like PAC MAN, but is trade mark so I get something like Final fantasy BOMB and Pac man LOL. So hilarious and ang gong gia.

Elaine said, that thing looks just like bowling LOL, I don't know how to do the texture and also surface. May be should ask some SEST expert. You know inside SEST can do bum mapping too.
next I think may be something too organic is too hard to produce. So I try to produce a Tank.

Damn I am not sure what I did for the texture, it came out like Peanut Butter, then elaine said is chocolate. She feels like biting it LOL!. And you see there is like almond nuts or hazel nuts on the surface. I don't know coarse iron looks like that. I thought US army has yellow tanks but didn't know it looks like a chocolate bar:P

That's it may be tommorow I will get more expert to draw a better tanks.

Recent Update.

2009-05-13T14:06:00.000-07:00

When this blog started is all about guitar and music, but then, because every new song takes time to train and sometimes I just get too tied up with works, ended up this becomes my personal blog and writing craps about things I have done LOL.

Nowadays basically just too busy with projects, hopefully will get few more bigger project so will continue to be busy for the upcoming months. Other than that, I have finally decided to develop a online web based turn based tactical game. Is more like final fantasy Tactics and also front mission. Basically will be borrowing alot of idea from them. Before that, I wanted to do something like colonization/civilization style. I really like that 2 games from Sid Meiers. I think watched my friend played since more than ten years ago, when I was still in primary school, and he owns a 386 computer, and everything is runnin in DOS 320x240 resolution, I guess nowadays even a good camera phone has a higher LED resolution compare to that time.

So I went to check out some open source Colonization, and I found it at www.freecol.org. since is free I downloaded the game and tried it out. I guess is pretty similiar but with better graphic on isometric view. I also borrow a few terrain tile from them to start my game project. Since colonization has larger maps and scale. May be javascript is not able to contain it (according to my current skillz). And it has colonies and and stuff to get managed. But I guess at the end I might want to do something like that too combine with Age of wonders. Another great game.

After spending a few hours I have finished the javascript Isometric map. And also an action dialog box. Being talking to few others friend and also generating some good idea.

Moshi also draw me some characters and unit. I think she is good at drawing those vector and manga stuff Take a look at her drawing.

Because of ISO Metric view, I am not sure how can we do all the 4 SIDES, especially her backside. ZZzzzz.. none the less may be just finish the map, and some simple command to let the unit runs around first.

TM revolution - Meteor

2009-05-09T16:17:00.000-07:00

Finally I got to practice this song, meteor by TM revolution, kind a hard on guitar. Doesn't sound so good at the beginning, but after some fine tuning and tranposing and rearrange now it sounds nearer to the song itself. But none the rest I will be posting the MP3 here soon, don't know what kind of Music Video need to do in order to post it on youtube.

Here is the english translated lyric. Just like how I feel about her.

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They touch, although with icy fingertips

Illuminated by the frozen moon

My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns out

That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision

The light is freed and falls through the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope

The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream

If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile

Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls

The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer stirs the period when the two of us met

The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken

This bond that could be created because we were hurt is beginning to paint over the loneliness

Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them

The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope
This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on
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Vestige...

2009-05-04T10:54:00.001-07:00

My open hand was stained with blood,
The fractured dream was left to die,
It fell apart, having been crushed with a clenched fist.
These endless wings, so grandly spread,
Have become to me just as a chain.
Their weight, so dense, have disabled me from moving.

Like a child's the innocent eyes
Of people start to die.
Within the depths of disillusion,
They look for fleeting stars.

With these our lives,
The elevated lights,
They will be born, caused to bloom forth.
Here lies our fate,
To continue on unceasingly.
Carved in radience, the precious times scar as our remaining vestiges.

Our times were stopped, my tears were shed,
But to my life replacement was found.
I'm left to ask, is all I love fated to fade?

The sheer thought of a tomorrow
A dream painful to stir up,
An illusion much like feathers falling from the sky.
If they can say,
That this dazed pain with in,
Is truly what "to live" means,
Then the only truth is the bright and never fading you,
Leaving only scatterings,
Of our dazzling remains,
That so rapidly decay.

Thoughts?

2009-04-27T10:41:00.000-07:00

Just read elaine food blog at http://www.kitchenexperiments.net/ and congrats to elaine for getting award for Mushroom Recipe of the Week! LOL. HERE is the recipe

http://www.kitchenexperiments.net/2009/04/marinated-mushrooms-with-balsamic.html

If there is no link don't be lazy just copy and paste in your URL bar, if you like food you should just read about it. I didn't know she has more than 200 posts in year 2007 I just realized when the drop down folder listed those article count. Sorry my bad.

Nonetheless, today just feel demoralized for no reason, may be because the stupid things I have done in past, or the pride I have in me make me feel very stupid and ignorant. You know just demoralized. I wanted to blog this with chinese but I guess my chinese typing is damn slow. Just do this in english and is less enigmatic.

I remember I read an article quite sometime ago stated that before we meet our true love usually will have to learn about and come to know someone who love you most, and someone you love the most. I guess it is more or less quite true, before you know how to balance love and logic.

The story begins with the one really loves you has appeared in your life, but you never really appreciated her, until you realized that the love has lost there will be no Key to undo it. What is left is the fragment of memories. And because of her love, we learn that how much it meant to love someone.

and after knowing that we are capable of love, someone some how will appear to be the one you will love the most. Love is emotional, and beyond comprehension of logic and make your mind break down if you overdosed with it (for me). Thus, you learn about the pain, dissappointment and some would say absurdity. and the end everything is just mirror flower water moon.

And the journey of life continue, but this time you learn to see beyond the mirror and water, and see the world with wider perspective because of her, and you learn to balance between love and sanity. And may be because of the reciprocal love that it has between both, the cycle is completed just like babbling Priest will always talk about the meaning of ring during christian wedding. The ring is complete, round, circle and no end, no beginning, no start, no break, eternal revolving, spiralling and etc. So the love, the patience and etc will be going around like merry go round. And thus, after wearing the wedding ring, they will go through the story of third ring.

First ring - Engagement Ring, where anxious heart, excitement and the anticipation of going to have a wedding soon. And both parties are more commited and being Engaged......They say by wearing this ring longer will prevent the reign of 3rd ring.

Second Ring - Wedding Ring, usually it happens to wear it once a life time (officially), and filll with joy and happiness and harmonious love between the two great lovers and blessed by many attendance who cheer for them and wish them all the best (cause they know, the age of third ring will soon reign).

3rd ring- SuffeRing, The third age of ring, that rules over more than half of the human life (wedding at 25 or 30 years old live till 60 age, more than 50percent of your age). This invisible rings, will haunt you and the one you love if the foundation of love is not strong enough, this invisible rings have shattered many family, shed many tears, spill much of blooodzzz, and yet until today it still carries oniwith its mysterious and legendary task. Much and many people has tried to have countermeasurement and against 3rd ring reigns but wearing the 1st ring longer and to achieve better understanding of what it means to wear a ring. Most human has so far made it to 3rd age of ring. But some extremist or the grudge of 3rd ring is just too strong, they evolve to 4th age of ring which can be the final form.

4th ring - Ring O, it happens when you throw your children into the well and watch too much of video tape that will have ghost crawing out from your TV set, and we are lucky that nowadays there is no more VHS player in our house, so the chances of getting age of 4th Ring is very very rare. But beware, the legend can be revived anywhere anytime.

Someone said: Making a million friends is not a miracle; the miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.

I would say, making a million of friends is called networking, working them out like shit is called management, digging an escape route for you when million are stabbing your ass is tunneling??

More than 10 years ago

2009-04-21T12:35:00.000-07:00

Out of boredom, today I just dig out ICQ and start to think back how I started playing internet in 1997 which I was just form 2. I think that time we were all using 33.6kbps modem. I remember the brand I was having is Merz or something. and they are only TMNET and JARING ISP.

MODEM (modulator- demodulator)

Going online each minute is about 1.5 cents for phone line and also 1 cent for Internet account. and the only thing people do online is chatting in IRC (internet relay chat) which is now famous for distributing movie, software and files, of course people still chat there, but with MSN, skype and google talk, the numbers really cut down even for ICQ which is famous 10 years ago.

And also we started to play quake online and quake.tm.net.my and meet many friends from there. But now none of them I still keep in contact except Dennis (nickname TechnoShock[SN]) a remarkle online Quake player at that time. Another player is quilksilver, I still got his MSN, but not his number. Machine running that time is just DOS and windows 95, not even windows 98, and netscape navigator and IE still fighting for browser wars even until today.

And back at those day, many new internet users do not know the dangers of Internet, alot of them simply download files, and also read email from stranger which allows trojan horse to be installed at their machine. The most widely use Trojan hourse is BO (Back Orifice) and follow by netbus and also subseven. Hacking in that time is fun and simple. You will need to do some port scanning and also get the server install then you can do all those backdooring easily. Unlike nowadays, that anti virus has grown stronger and virus is more devastating since internet speed is much faster. And the most important thing for BO is to used to steal TMNET and also JARING internet account. And many share using TMNET account since is postpaid and JARING is prepaid so you cannot overload the account. Ended up many are not paying for their TMNET bill after racking up few thousand in their monthly bill which is quite impossible to achieve.

After that, I started to pick up ICQ and also random chatting. There is the time where I find it words are powerful, and also words carries people feeling, for those who are really elite at ICQ till now, most likely they can sense the other person feeling and emotion through the words they type from the other side of the world.

Just because of random chat I meet up with many of the netfriends , mostly are quakers and some are just college netfriend. The very first one lives in klang I don't even have a driving license, and she invited me to her BBQ party during chinese new year If i was not mistaken, can't really recall her name, no handphone number also, ya that time we still relying one Telekom land line to communicate I guess. And nokia 3210 still not yet being conceived and developed out in market. The only things i remember now is her nickname on ICQ is baby LOL. thinking of this is already 10 years ago. I guess may be she is married by now or ... whatever lar haha..

Then I meet up with few other netfriend which i still keep in touch, who are Candice, that TAR college girl (LOL), Helianthus (can't remember her actual name but when she was studying in Sunway college I went out with her to watch that mou gan dou movie in sunway pyramid) Was after year 2000 i guess.

And one of the Best friend I get from there is Elaine, we still msn alot though now she is 12 hours time difference from mine. I would say getting to know each other on MSN is really fate, and out there is like having so so many people we can meet up is really fate. I am now checking through my ICQ name list is really long, Whoever I encouter if I still have memories about them I just write abit here and there.

Another pretty girl who study in INTI and later work in IBM now, Jessie Ang. I think you can find her on my friendster or facebook. And also Karena another pretty girl who get married just last year. Sorry for not knowing the dating at valentine has another meaning.

Kelly Chan and his brother both in INTI also, but now really keep in touch now, dont know whether she get married cause also 30:P haha. Cheaying I met her on ICQ and now in MSN and then we met up and get to know each other. Hope your study is well and all the best.

I meet friends from shah alam section 24,18 and so on, dianne, sherren and also joanne. 3 Of them from same school. I guess we just to ICQ alot last time. Now they seldom online except Sherren is still blogging late night at www.wretch.cc/blog/sherren85/

I just check my ICQ friend group, I have quaker 15, friend 57 , inti friend 29, family,inti ICF 29, close friend =3?? and ICQ random 66 and in GENERAL and none group is 221.....net friend 115, some other grouping.........I remember I used to read the old ICQ history, may be is good that I cant read it back now.... It brings back many memories. and now ICQ is really deserted, no one online at my list.

Food for thought

2009-04-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

Everyday we need food, some people want nutritious food, some might want healthy food. Basically I don't care, I eat happily and die happily LOL. But SUBWAY is always my choice if I wanna eat something related to bread. Don't really prefer to much of McD or Burger king, I mean just personal preference nothing too bad. Just think subway is meat and vege is fresh and It has many customization you can do. But don't eat it too often, I mean you might just get too much nutrient or cabohydrate.

Looook at the pic, that multiple layers of meat and veges.

Tsunami at 22nd July 2009?

2009-04-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

Just couple of days ago I received an Email regarding the Tsunami predicted at 22nd july 2009, then again my friends forwarded me, and today I got another one. Just to really check it out whether is real or not, I have decided the do some googling and found out that it is just some prediction and simulation Idea by some software engineering

http://www.garagegames.com/community/blogs/view/15946

http://www.garagegames.com/community/blogs/view/15933

check out The 2 links above to see how true it is.

Basically it is based on eclipse on July 22 to simulate the earth quake.

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I just received this message from a colleague. I don't know the source of the message; I also don't know the credibility of the content, but just beware. Below is the content on the message: "Hello there. I just wanted 2 let you know that please stay away from the beaches all around in the month of July. There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on July 22nd. It is also when there will be sun eclipse. Predicted that it is going 2 be really bad and countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines are going 2 be badly hit. Please try and stay away from the beaches in July. Better 2 be safe than sorry. Please pass the word around. Please also pray for all beings." Thanks and have a nice day. Bless you~

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According to the original post, it is JAPANESE QUAKE and TSUNAMI, and it is predicted to be caused by eclipse and has nothing to do with all the mentioned coutries like "Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines ". And beyond that, author quoted "I have no plans to create the simulator (but before I drop the idea all together) I thought I'd use a little Psuedo science to make my own earth quake prediction for the July 22 2009 Eclipse."

So as you can see everything is just theory and author Britton LaRoche didn't even create the simulator to run the simulation. And if you continue to read the comments, he stated "the statement :"magma pull out by gravity force of sun and moon, the live magma and medium inside our earth is the major medium that generates gravity field of earth. they form a body of a big magnet that pull all mass towards them, they will never been pull out from crust."

Lastly check out this indian research http://www.indiadaily.com/editorial/12-28c-04.asp

Might be same theory, but who knows correct or wrong since we are not seismic expert.

As a conclusion, as you can see, 22nd July will not have earthquake caused by Eclipse, but who knows that day the activity of tectonic/seismic is great enough to shift the crust, then earthquake might happen. Author did a good job bringing up the idea, but not sure who is the one spreading around the email LOL. So next time do some research before really believe in the email.

New UPDATE just check out snopes.com it has alot of information regarding hoax and false email. http://www.snopes.com/science/tsunami.asp Confirmed is prediction and theory only.

Next time check out snopes.com it has very good information. And please don't forward the KFC is genetic engineered, it has already being confirmed false in snopes.com

Smart Card

2009-03-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

Before all this, I never really know smart card can have so many functions and it can be more complicated than just a regular storage. I guess smart card itself is really considered "smart" cause it comes with micro process and also its internal non-volatile memories storage. Other than that, it can have many applications being developed on it. Just like one of the thing I have learn today.

Previously, I always think that Smart card is just like Mifare, but when really take a closer look at it, smart card is way more advance and smarter than Mifare. May be the Mifare I am is the "dumb" type but nonetheless, previously our Mifare implementation is straight forward, just to previous data storage, read, write and edit it using all PC Base software. So it means all the functions are programmed in PC , and the end result is stored inside the Mifare. That's how we do it, and we always find it nothing too special compare to some temporary storage.

But with today Java Card and JCOPS trainings, I found that smart card can install Java Card application inside it, which means, after the smart card is being issued, we can use Java to reprogram how the Smart card should behave and how it communicates with the PC. It goes back to the time when we need a MCU to talk to our RS232 and Mifare reader, is the same methodologies just this is more organized and simplified.

Nonetheless, is great to know all this Smart card stuff and start the development of my smart card project. Really great to know all these technical stuff. Here is some pictures of our Smart Card Chips before we sent it out for manufacturing, you know this thing is really small in size, consists of 1 microprocessor, 100k of EEPROM and RAM, another 32k of ROM, if i am not mistaken. but usable EEPROM is 72k after filling in with OS and some Java VM. What I am holding is a 20 pieces of Smart Card Chip. And IS CHEAP.

The gold color side is the front side of smart card chip that you all usually see, the darker side is actually the back of the smart chip, it can link to an antenna to become contactless smart card. and the microprocessor and everything is so small, like a small square box.

Beer the before and after

2009-03-09T02:26:00.001-07:00

Some people who never really taste beer and what is the after effect of beer. I mean you get drunks after drinking beer. In normal circumstances, you will see everything clear and bright. But your beer will be blur and hard to drink, cause is bitter. Like tony leong said, why people like to drink beer? is because is bitter to drink.

After you get drunk, you will see everything damn blur, and you don't even know what's going on. The only thing you want is beer beer beer after that...... LOL

Travel to Tanjung Sepat

2009-02-18T23:21:00.001-08:00

Yesterday after meeting customer in Sepang (not KLIA or LCCT the sepang town, quite rural). Few of use decided to travel to Tanjung Sepat to have some seafood. There is no highway can reach tanjung sepat, either you travel from klang->banting-> Morib then you will reach tanjung sepat, or you travel from Sepang site which is a longer way from my house

We stop by at the restoran lover bink seafood. In chinese is lover bridge. 4 Person we ate 6 dishes and is less than 100 bucks. Food included, Crabs, Sotong (calamari), Vegetable, Bamboo meat (zhok tan) not sure what is in english, Prawn Gel (direct translation from har gou), and one more forget...

Aboves are the photo for the bridge and also a shot on the beach, dirty, not white sand, not suitable for swimming also. But lucky is not too dark to take a shots. All above picture taken with Samsung Innov8, 8 mega pixel don't play play leh. Is about 7.30 , but quality still good even a big dark, might wanna try again next time.

Sorry no food pic. TOO hungry after travelling about half hour to reach the place from sepang. May be we are slow.

Left Over Food

2009-01-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

After some travelling today here and there finally decide to have some Asam laksa and also mee rebus, but the sadest thing is, we only manage to snap the left over as usual. Cause just feel too hungry when the food arives LOL.

After that stopped by at Cheras business center to visit supplier and also have a beer session. Those beer are weird, is mix with some solid stuff to produce foam. New stuff to me, but not toooo groovy and smashing. Here the shop

Recap 2008 - Third & fourth Quarter

2009-01-14T12:59:00.000-08:00

July:

In Every year mont of July as usual, I will be going out of Malaysia, this time a bit poor so just went over to singapore. For 2007 I was at taiwan, 2006 I was at UK. Forget about 2005 and Before but basically every year about the same time I will be out station.

Above is the Siemens Asia Pac launching Event for Synchronous technology. It is a new technology made Noob like me who don't know shit about CAD and engineering drawing can draw and design 3D object easily. Basically it is like 3D max studio or maya. You don't have to have proper engineering knowledge to use it. Yet it is able to create 3D objects and validate it for you, and allow modification and changes from other CAD system easily. Great tools of century. Not because my associate partner sells it then I say is good, because previously I did try other CAD but I can't draw any shit out of it due to my lack of knowledge in engineering. But with Solid Edge Synchronous technology everything is really made easy.

Other Than that, We also have our own Siemens Launching in Malaysia (sunway).

August:

Before we start anything in august, we have some french fries , ice blended cappucino and also mushroom soup in Secret Recipe. Generic food LOL.

In August I have some big project in Inno Bio new office (damansara Height). We have to setup the whole server rooms and also their infrastructure with all the racks, servers, CISCO switches and wiring + testing + commission. See how uncles are setting up the raise floor in order to conceal the CAT 6 wiring. We have about 160 ++ cat 6 cable there pouring out from the raise floor.

Finally the raise floor is being completed and the first rack has arrived. Some of the cable gone into Rack for servers and IT stuff, some cable is terminated and gone inside PABX switches.

Finally, I have also involve in Shaun CIMB banking Event. I think ermm should be Six Finger Khairul Events. What I did is develop a banking Quiz system that link up all 6 PC for 6 teams. This event also have team building, treasure hunts and many stuff. Total about 46 Groups. Above is a great idea of how Jig saw puzzle can be created and for the team member to remember CIMB vision and motto.

Finally we come to september, october and last quarter of the year. And suddenly US has very bad economy and then there is nothing much we can do about it since I am not SOROS. and Business is still good and project still on going. So finally at last quarter we still go back to After 5 for another round of VERY COLD beer. See the glass is just comes out from Fridge. And Alex is smoking Mild 7 cigarettes. At the worst economy situation we always can afford Chivas (now is Macallen)

Summary :

Projects : 10++ (web, app customization)

Events: 4++

Beer session : Countless

Dota Session : Countless

Recap of 2008 - Second Quarter

2009-01-14T12:29:00.000-08:00

Second Quarter of 2008

April:

Basically everyone is just busy with Metal tech and also Esolid first even in SIRIM introducing Esolid and also their CAD/CAM/PDM Products and Services with ECSS and Siemens helps.

Our First SIRIM Seminar, that is our banner tools skill and consultancy and blah blah. That's the SIRIM seminar room. That is our 3D printer, is very high tech stuff. You will be wondering what is 3D printer. Basically it uses silicon and print layer by layer to come out with a prototype. See the end result is the whole engine block. Is like a miracle that even holes, gears and all those joint can be printed in 3D form. Thus the prototype looks and operate almost exactly like your real thing.

Here we have ting ting as one of our Metal Tech Model (brochure girl) that gave out brochure LOL. Then we have another girl name caroling (cat girl looks alike) in our team also. That's our full team but I am not inside LOL. Cause I am holding the camera.

Here you can see me with some other team members, people said I have boss face LOL. That's caroling posting to become brochure girl LOL.

MAY:

Can't really remember what project I am doing, I guess may be still stuck in Denso and some other DCS projects. But the most memorable is Ah Fai and Catherine Wedding.

See how demoralized is Ah Fai he can't enter the wife house in order to get the bride home. Lastly after me and my friend eat some hot and spicy noodles and some coffee + eggs and whatever stunt we have done. Finally Ah Fai gets to enter the house and meet the Bride. See that's Catherine with 3 Months baby.

June:

Nothing too special We just have another Even about CAE and FEMAP in SIRIM, here is the screen shots. Nothing too special

That's it another 3 months passed, and works still works , project still project.

Recap of 2008 - First Quarter

2009-01-14T12:01:00.001-08:00

Here is some Recap of 2008 and What I have done in last year.

January:

Basically still rotting around and have some drinking session here and there. I think after 5 pub at damansara Perdana just open up. Is already one year from now.

This is Joanne, she is damn cute and pretty among all the pub girls. Sadly after awhile she didn't work in after 5. But lately she is back to after 5 working again. Behind her is Jess and some unknown guy. Jess doesn't look good in this pic eh.

February:

Basically is chinese new year occasion Before, during and After effect. So still rotting around like Pudge. Finish a DCS project, I think is Sankyu barcode system with their ship out tagging.

Having some CNY dinner opposite of berjaya building. Can't really remember what hotel is that. Not a memorable makan. LOL

Not sure what are those location also. Just know how to eat only:P

March:

Should have finished Sankyu project and working on Denso CB Project, Another shipping Barcoding project using some Windows Mobile device. Programming is using .NET compact framework with SQL compact version. Is nightmare since, the SQL compact version doesn't allow too many usual SQL statement. Thus end up we have alot of performance issue by pulling the whole table from main server into the device and do some duplicate check and so on. Other than that it was using Wireless transmission. So every barcode scan might require 2 to 3 data pull that resulted in great latency (lagging) issue.

But no pics for project, but have pic at after 5 where by Alex is drinking with Nana. I think she manage to court a rich bf and no longer work there lor for Nana.

To Prove that Alex is there also, you can see his hand and also this pink color shirt girl name Nana. Behind is Kim wearing black and white color hot western sexual clothing LOL. Kim is easily recognizable because I always tell others that she looks like those cultish that has big tatoo at her back. The tatoo doesn't look nice also, sounds like some kind of wrong tatooing job and kena tattoo again LOL.

That's it for my FIRST quarter of 2008. The reason that I split all this stuff into multiple chapter is because I am having problem to attach pictures and also adjusting the margin of my paragraph layout using blogspot composer. Abit troublesome. Will try to work around it by uploading all the pics first.

Sweet Sad String has a new LOOK!

2009-01-14T11:49:00.001-08:00

I have change abit of my sweet string layout and also color scheme, since after posting some nong poy picture, I found that to have some pink inside my blog is kind a attractive also. Other than that I just want to keep things simple and clean. Previous layout is abit compact and also the font is ermm not that tidy, may be is meant for chaotic brain and make your thinking goes ups and down.

Nonetheless, A new year, a New Look, and always there is still room for improvement !

What to say?

2009-01-14T00:45:00.001-08:00

These few days I wrote on my msn status message saying: What you wanna talk when you call someone you missssssss?

1) Sherren : If is GF then give just call her and tell her that I miss her, if is non-gf just sms.
2) Ah Kai: How much? (most probably he thinks every girl is like his name)
3) Unknown 1: "long time no meet lor, can I date you out?"
4) Unknown 2: "how are you? and ........."
5) Lennie: Just tell her that I miss her wor......
6) Rich man mike: "No need lar, got money got girls lar, they will call you to tell you they miss you."

Fictional:
1) Why chai: ehhh I got something to ask you (standard hand shaking protocol as why chai), you know I miss you KAR?
2) Indian Mapaleh: Maciaa, Mapaleh dei inaleh...???
3) Japanese: Mushi mushi, Watashi wa, anata wa, Iku , yamate yamate yamate.?? LOL
4) Monk: 施主，everything is also mirror flower water moon, you have to see through it...
5)唐僧（唐三藏）: Dan Dan dan dan dan dan dan .....Only youuuuuuu..........!^#!%!#%

Nonetheless, is time to go back to work and rush for projectssssssss.

Artificial is better???

2009-01-13T11:25:00.001-08:00

Recently many girls and guys in msn commented that my msn picture "girl" is really pretty. Actually her name is nong poy. She is a transexual from thailand. I forget her real name. But nong poy is kind a cute. Let's take a look at the pictures below. She just looks like a real girl. As report stated, she went through Sexual reassignment surgery. In layman term, or mod car term we said full mod. Not even half cut. HAnd made full mod from male to female. She looks damn gorgeous. But she used to be a guy.

The face looks damn innocent

This one also looks damn cute, I wonder how can surgery made someone looks like that

This one even better, if she appears infront of any guys who don't know about nong poy, I believe no one can identify she used to be a guy

Somemore act cute LOL.

Fuyohhh, this one......... Damn seducing

I know I will never become like her, or I will be as pretty as her LOL. As my title says, artificial is better? Simply some how I think many stuff in this world which are human made are better than natural one, at least from the perspective of physically apperance lor. Just like nong poy, she is naturally a guy and full mod to a girl. and is fuhhh damn pretty. If you guys who live in west coast of malaysia, you all should been to port dickson. Remember the dark sand, dirty and murky water, and also extra mixing to the natural sand (garbage). But recent year, local authority suddenly damn rich, and pump in some money to beautify the seaside, now is covered with white sand, and also the sand is smooth, the view is also more aestatically pleasing than before and that's all. Half natural and half artificial.

Just like cartoon character, anime and also 3D character. Some of them are so gorgeuos, especially with current 3D technology, the game character looks so vivid as real person. But is still artificial or may be virtual. Hmm virtual and artificial. So what about artificial intelligence? hmm is abstract stuff, perhaps one day it will be better than human and turn againts us like in matrix and terminator? I belive it will happen so, just like if you are having an virtual machine, that virtual machine can also be used to hack your main VM Host and cause the VMHost to shut down. But in the same time the virtual machine would get shut down too. Or may be in current technology using VMware, another host will take over this virtual machine and keep running.

Again, as we discuss about Virtual machine and physical computer machine, nowadays many people are going for virtualization, why? cause is better, more realiable, high availability, easy setup and duplication and so on. But many natural still are better than artificial? just like hmm artificial food as is artificial eggs, artificial bread, artificial char siew pow and so on....... sigh......... For consumer and human is damn bad, but then for business man is definitely better than natural food, why? easier to produce, as like VMWare has said, easy to get duplicated.

So...... Everyone is not perfect, but yet unique .....

Is Year 2009

2009-01-13T11:09:00.000-08:00

Life being so busy, but yet new year eve and New year 2009 I was rotting at home like Pudge. Is more than 20 days I didn't update my blog, thanks for visitors and readers like Sherren who keep supporting this blog. Two comments from her is GOSHhh:P... No offend.

For new year, there is always new year resolution, what's yours? I am still the same shallow me, getting more money, getting happier and getting healthier that all. May be is too general or too vague to be a new year resolution or some kind of objective. So for money how to get more? May be do work more productively and think lesser about Jesss. Hmmm or getting more sales? I think my market is good so sales is getting more and more, got to rush for production. Yea few delayed projects got to complete it before customer really rot like pudge. or I will suffer like G did (if you know who is G then you should grow up nore or less the way I am).

Next thing come to happiness? ermm not sure how it is, but let's go for healthier body or life. I think is simple, exercise more. So try to fix a target like go to swim every week? or twice a week or GYM 3 times a week? I guess that's good enough. What about eating ? Nahhhh..... We got to enjoy food, that's part of happy life. Just like shaun said, basically if we earn so much we don't eat drug, we don't sniff K powder, we don't call chicken or massage girl, we don't gamble, and we don't drink alot, then only thing we can do is eat whatever we want to make overselves happier. Or may be getting few more console at home like PS3 and Xbox360 to keep and collect dust.

Hmmm eating good food sounds lack of innovation, may be I should force myself to write a post per week or 2 posts per week in order to make my blog more lifely. Or to make sherren visits my blog more. Or may be once a month i should record a song and post online. Hmmm So in summary:

1) Go exercise every week, must increase to 2 or 3 times per week

2) Write blog every week and post song every month (kind a hard)

3) Make myself more productive in works, (one function or one module per day?)

4) Make Sherren visit my blog more.

5) Grow my business of COURSE! 500K this year!

Boring christmas

2008-12-26T10:24:00.000-08:00

This christmas eve and christmas day is really special, the only day I stay at home and ROT. LOL. Cause really no form to work no form to any other stuff. For the Eve, just keep playing an unfinished old game name galactic civilization.

That game is from first strategy, and is similar to Sid meiers civizliation. but is focus on galactic civilization and conquest. For starting, I spend countless of restarting to figure out how to play properly and build up my star system. Some how feel damn irritated when the colonized planet doesn't earn me anything. The worse thing is there is no tutorial and then I keep on buying building and leasing it from soem corporation or bank. Then I found out I alwyas have some negative cash flow LOL. but nonethless at the end I manage to play it well, using CHEAt LOL. Game master 8, I make my cash become 15 million dollars. Then I just keep buying building and clicking end turn for no reason. Spending few hours to reach the final research. DAMN... at the end when you get to resaerch BEYOND human tech. then you get the end game scene. Nothing fantastic. Bored game.

The next day, just play sid meier civilization. And before that I wanted to try out X2- Threat the CD Spoilt. damn demoralized. then elaine told me not to get emo because of the CD, sigh. I never even get to play that game yet:P then it spoilt haiz... For civilization 4 is easy, when you start anything build a couple of warrior then march to your nearby civilization and capture their headquarter, using this you are already double the score of others. then keep teching and get better military unit then try to destroy another civilization, and try to conquer the same continent and capture all other cities. Once you do that, you are safe. Start to build up naval unit and transport your gunpowder units or modernized unit to other continent and capture their cities. they will be no match for you, my score is 4x of any other civilization, and keep capturing. At the end you will be having modern armor tank VS their lousy elephant or spearman. but this game is abit illogical that, a gunship (helicopter) can be defeated by granadier or even spearman. is like they can throw the spear up so high until it hit the heli. Or the grenade can reach the gunship. Not sure whatkind of super human strenght is that.

26th is mostly off day for many, but the same old day wake up and went out for some appointment and lim teh talk cock, and can't get to date any girls LOL. Then finally went home the same old face. May be Jess Poison is still deep haha. Not sure what is happening, may be should grab couple of jazz beer to neutralize it. Sherren said I should try to get help from Jess she should have the antidote, hmm may be yes, may be no lor. Certain poison doesn't come with antidote one ler, may be is magic LOL. Need anti magic shell. What to do, need to keep rushing for production. While many of the factory has stop their production, i still need to rush for many back log. zzzz The market is always infront of me, when can I catch up? by drinking few more Jazz beer ? LOL

Lion Club and "Passing Winter" dinner

2008-12-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

21st december 2008. In chinese lunar calendar is "Dong Zi" or cantonse "guo dong" occasion. In english it means passing the winter. I guess in china, this day the snow will fall more and more until chinese new year comes. So it is an important day, that people stay at home and have reunion so they don't stuck inside snow LOL.

The lion club dinner is held at SRJK(C) sungai wei same like my brother JCI dinner. But this one with more people and the purpose is for charity. The "best" is you can purchase "Jess" (Jaz) Beer with 6 Bucks per can, and for every Can you purchase 1 buck is donated for charity. So this is the only time whereby, "drinking legs" get to do charity by having beers. Jazz beers taste like shandy with more alcohol. Is like a blend of Carlsberg and also Shandy. Not bad for starter. But for some of those hardcore brandy and whisky "legs" I guess is like mineral water for them.

And also Recently may be watch too much of hong kong series (Gem of life), so it seems that many, of those rich senior enterpreneur are resemblance of those shows, the only main difference is , Gem of Life has too many leng lui and leng chai, even those senior citizen looks remarkably physically attractive (Using general probability voting - don't tell me beauty lies in the eyes of beholder). Our table are located at 33 and 34, where Esolid, Intellimark and also KEU Group people are together. Some of them brought their family and parents too. And then there is some handsome and pretty girls.

And also if anyone of you follow my blog, you will know that God has prophesized that I will be marrying SOON. Thats.. scary cause As people who know me well think I don't get married at young age, neither myself think that. But at this dinner I have met someone who matches the criteria that God has told me previously, Hmm I think I should consult the oracle again in order to get a visual display of her LOL. But nonetheless, she already has bf, and I guess I have to wait and observer and wait again for fate to manifest its power. Or may be I should make decision and take action to fullfill the prophecy. You know elaine always say that is, ermm prophecy paradox or something. so we should wait and see.

爱一人

2008-12-05T20:17:00.000-08:00

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃

Garbage Enzyme - How true is it?

2008-12-03T09:27:00.000-08:00

Recently, my friend told me about this Garbage enzyme and how it works and some benefits. Out of curiosity I google the internet about Garbage Enzyme and this website came up http://www.o3enzyme.com. I am not here to judge how true it is, I think I should leave it to the reader to judge. But before that let's also take a look at what is OZONE O3 in wikipedia. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ozone.

Ozone definition:

Ozone or trioxygen (O3) is a triatomic molecule, consisting of three oxygen atoms. It is an allotrope of oxygen that is much less stable than the diatomic O2. Ground-level ozone is an air pollutant with harmful effects on the respiratory systems of animals and humans. So remember if you produce any O3 in Ground level (IE. your house or aparment) you are actually polluting the air. And it is also harmful to human.

Let's see what O3enzyme.com has to say about their solution.

--------------------------FROM o3enzyme.com --------------------

Use Enzyme to Reduce Global Warming
What is Garbage Enzyme?

Dr Rosukon's Garbage Enzyme is a complex organic substance of protein chains and mineral salts and juvenile hormones.

Functions of Garbage Enzyme
- resolve / decompose
- transform / change
- compose / make up / combine
- catalysis

As a result of catalysis, ozone is produced which can reduce the amount of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere and this in turn reduces global warming.

This enzyme can be produced easily with the organic waste from our kitchens.

During enzyme production, O3 + NO3 + CO3 are generated and these could help purify and whiten the clouds in the sky. Those clouds that trap lots of heavy metals appear dark. Those dark clouds cause more heat to be trapped on earth due to the greenhouse effect. O3 (ozone) from the garbage enzymes could reduce the heavy metals in the clouds and this would reduce global warming.

More NO3 (nitrite) in the air is useful as nutrients for the plants and soil.

--------------------END OF COPY PASTE-----------------------

Lets read about what is enzyme http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enzyme.

Lets analyze each of the above statement

*As a result of catalysis, ozone is produced which can reduce the amount of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere and this in turn reduces global warming.

As you read about the ozone article in wikipedia, there is no way to produce O3 using enzyme. Even it is, to produce O3 at ground level is air pollution and is harmful to human if you remember. and O3 is highly unstable and cannot reach the ozone layer. Again O3 does not reduce carbon dioxide in our air if you read the article about ozone in wikipedia. O3 does not reach well with Co2 but hey wait:

Ozone reacts with carbon to form carbon dioxide, even at room temperature:
C + 2 O3 → CO2 + 2 O2

So Ozone takes away carbon and form CO2? it O3 is going to reduce CO2 and it should not form it.

*This enzyme can be produced easily with the organic waste from our kitchens.

I am not sure about that, but I really wanna know what is the scientific name of the enzyme. If is that simple, we should have included this in our high school chemistry syllabus.

*O3 + NO3 + CO3 are generated and these could help purify and whiten the clouds in the sky

O3 will never make it to ozone layer or even the sky. Again read about what is NO3

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No3. They two BOLD Capital words I saw is HUMAN TOXICITY AND MARINE TOXICITY. I would say the cloud is as white as the time before we have our air pollution problem. whiten?

*Those clouds that trap lots of heavy metals appear dark.

I thought thicker cloud appears to be darker?

*More NO3 (nitrite) in the air is useful as nutrients for the plants and soil.

NO3 is most likely become a salt with metal and again is Ion, it can't just stand alone like that without combining with other molecules.

So now, reader should be able to judge whether such enzyme can be produced by kitchen waste?

and O3 can be produced through this manner and is it helping the earth ?

For everyone out there defintely we want healthy lifestyle and healthy earth, is your choice to use this methods or not, but bare in mind that O3, NO3 is harmful to human, anything to do with drinking, bathing and so on, please do more analysis before trying it out. Choice is yours!

Penang Trip

2008-12-03T08:18:00.001-08:00

For no reason, we travel to penang and the only things I can remember is eat eat eat and sleep and eat eat and come back.

First afternoon, we have something generic at the mamak nearby Queensbay mall nothing too special so no photo taken

First round we have asam laksa at gurney drive. Like Mr. Loh said, if go penang don't eat Asam laksa is wasted.

Too delicious, only manage to take photo when I am eating half way.

Here we have Ais kacang, actually we wanted to eat cendol, but end up too excited and eat wrong stuff:P

This is some snacks, errr forget what it is called. if you eat it before you should know its name

LOL, When the second round of dinner started, we are just too busy eating, what you see inside the picture is the left over only. Inside it has, BBQ crabs, Ikan pangang, Lala, Fried Birdies, Salty Prawn.

this is the drink we have through out the entire Dinner session hehe.

Another picture to show off our crab left over and crab shell hahah

Second day we have fried kuey tiao, and on the way back we have asam laksa and mee rebus at Kuala Kangsar, not sure have photo or not, but usually will be the finished stuff haha

Sleepless Night

2008-12-01T09:35:00.000-08:00

After some lunch and "blow water" session with friend, went over to get some quote with my brother damanged kelisa, but then result is not what I have expected, or maybe I have expect too much... sigh... Still have to go to support customer and again life has to go on.

Today so happened nearby cheras business center after meeting some people there, went to see lenny at PLU pub, so happend nicole, evon and also ah mei are not working. More to my suprise, Nicole just got married and went to penang liao. Really not within my expectation.

As lenny mentions, after they all work in PLU pub, she met the guy around august and get married last month. Hmm I guess that was november 11 where by I told alex we wanted to go san diego again cause last year 2007, I sing a song with nicole in San diego, it said明年这个时间约在这个地点, means tommorow at this time at this place and blah blah blah. So if you recognized this song you should know what song is that haha.

May be human really changes? and life is a miracle like jess said in her msn status. Come to think of it, I think I still like computer games, but due to heavy work load, I didn't really Dota for long time, as few months back annoucing myself as "gold pan wash hand" hahaha. Or everyone around me is changing not me, just like the quote said

"don't look back with anger, don't look forward with fear, but look around with awareness, and even then, 3 words sum up about the life we are having now, IT GOES ON!"

And I seriously treat most of the girls as brothers and sisters, may be someone is not hahaha. But is kind a sad that people don't understand me and said that I work hard after the girl has bf. If I wanted to go after her I guess I would have taken action long time ago, even I am fetching her back when I am in office just because I am doing a colleague job, nothing more nothing less.

May be Just like "brother" Lee from mentakab said, some people are too kampung, seeing me and her going out together and drinking at coffee shop then sure think got something happen.. sigh.. But may be hor like "brother" Lee said, I looks like some one really shallow hahaha, so whatever people think I can't control, the most important is our own thinking, be positive, constructive and optimistic.

May be I am expecting too much

2008-12-01T00:21:00.000-08:00

Most of the time, we will say friends are meant to support each other and help each others. But I guess we should not expect too much about friends, because :
1) they have their responsibility toward other "brothers" and friends,
2) they have their own personal stuff to do, so they might not free
3) friends are just friends, they are not "compulsory" to help you to the max
4) they wish to help but may be is not within their capability
5) we are not worth enough for them to sacrifice their time. LOL..

No matter how, we got to be the light for the world, we should always contribute and give a helping hand if can have. But we also need to defend ourselves from all harmful attack and also unhealthy emotion. So don't over expect, if not you will be in dissapointment.

Sometimes I am really pessimistic, that's why when I am in deep shit not many can really help me, other than God or books (consider about some technical issues or working issues)

So at the end, we have to be more independant in order to survive the harsh world.

A great teacher story

2008-11-27T12:05:00.000-08:00

I got this forwarded email, it is a touching story, and this is life...... Be grateful we didn't have to be living in that situation

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卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学… 别笑，看过你就不会笑了 Each prostitution, can help one schooless child; become a mistress once, can rescue a hopeless primary school... Don't laugh, after you read, u won't laugh. 看完这个帖子，无语了。我不知道该说什么，是社会错了，还是怎么了？ After I read this story, I speakless. I don't know what to say, is it society's fault, or else? 殷彩霞死了，死前她是一名妓女，更确切的说，她是一名老师。是当今中国当之无愧的老师。她用自己肮脏的身体，纯洁了孩子的心灵。 Xia die, she was a hooker, or she was a teacher. She is the most honourable teacher in China . She use her dirty body, wash thru children's heart. 一个妓女死了，所有的孩子哭着参加了她的追悼会，学校的国旗为她降了一半! A hooker's death, all children cried and attend her funeral, a school drop the national flag for her. 这名年仅21岁的美女教师的追悼会上，校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学…
In the funeral of this 21yo pretty teacher, headmaster read Xia's diary sadly in front of all the students, she written : 'Each prostitution, can help one schooless child; become a mistress once, can rescue a hopeless primary school.'....殷彩霞出生在甘肃省某县的农村，在那个贫困的地方，村里的其他姑娘，无论美丑，早就到南方沿海城市去打工挣钱了，每到春节，她们都会打扮得花枝招展，大包小包的提回来。而殷彩霞高中毕业后没这么做，很多人都不理解，毕竟她的长相在村里是数一数二的。为此，她的父亲经常骂自己的女儿没出息。 Xia lived in a small village of province of Gan Shu . All ladies in this small village, no matter she is pretty or not, went to Southern part of city to earn money. Every spring time, they will come back with money and beautiful cloths. Xia didn't follow after she finished her secondary school. A lot of people don't understand what is she thinking of as she has the pretty face and body. And because of this, her father always scold her.听说当地一所民办小学缺老师，她主动跟学校要求免费代课。因为她中学成绩就很好，顺利的通过了学校的文化考核，成为一名真正的民办教师。 When she heard of the only primary school in the village needs some teachers, she volunteerly ask to become a free teacher. She is a very good student in her secondary school and because of this, she easily pass thru all the test and became the teacher of the school. 当殷彩霞第一次走进课堂的时候，孩子门哗然了，他们从未见过如此漂亮的女老师。从此，教室里常常洋溢着孩子们的欢声笑语。说是教室，其实也就一遮风挡雨的茅草棚，树杆埋成的墙，石板搭起的课桌，砖头码起的讲台，最值钱的就是那块用青砖砌起之后经打磨又刷了黑漆的黑板了，粉笔不够用，常以石灰与泥巴代替。就是在这样条件下，殷彩霞教会孩子们认识了几千个汉字，也教会了他们很多做人的道理。 The 1st time when Xia walk into the classroom, all children shock to see a pretty teacher. From then on, the classroom always fill with children's laughter. Classroom -- should call it a hut instead as the wall is made of sticks and cover with leaves as its ceiling. A big stone become their table and the most expensive should be the polished dark-green stone as their blackboard. With this condition, Xia taught thousands of Chinese words and knowledge to her students.一天夜里刮大风，茅草棚盖的学校屋顶被掀翻，黑板也被刮倒。第2天孩子们上学的时候各个不知道所措。校长去找县教育局长要钱结果无功而返。老校长晚上回来对殷彩霞说，局长说要你去才给。从来没有出过远门、也没有见过世面的殷彩霞怕把事情搞杂了，胆怯的步行10几公里去了县里。局长的办公室装修很豪华，墙上挂着很多锦旗，办公桌黑里透红，可以照见人影，上面立着一面小国旗，椅子是皮的，好象擦了鞋油一样光亮，比他的脑袋还要亮。局长见到殷彩霞，色咪咪聊了很多不着边际的话。直到天黑了，校长指着另外一扇门对她说，跟我过来拿钱。当殷彩霞走进去的时候，她只看到了一张床，也就是在那张床上，她失去了她的第一次，确切地说，是局长夺走了她的第一次。 There was wild rain destroy the classroom of the school and all students become schoolless. The headmaster visit the province's education minister for some money to repair the classroom and come back with nothing. Headmaster told Xia that the minister said only will give money if Xia ask for it. Xia never meet any minister before and afraid that she will make the things worst and decided to visit the minister. She walked more than 10km to the province ministry office and sit in a beautiful office in front of the minister. Minister's eyes looks hungry and point to a room and said to Xia. Your money is in the room, if you want, follow me. Xia saw a big bed in the room and is the bed that she lost her virgin. Minister raped her. 床单上留下了处子的血，那血，比挂在局长办公室墙上的国旗还要红。 Her virgin blood drop on the bedsheet and is more reddish than the color of the national flag in the room. 殷彩霞没有哭，因为，在眼前浮现的是孩子们没有教室上课而可怜的望着她的眼神！ Xia didn't cry, all she is thinking of is the eyes of all disappointed students that have no classroom. 她连夜步行回到家里，没有跟任何人说起她的屈辱。 She didn't tell anyone about the rape after she went home. 第二天，村民们自发来到学校，买了些材料把简陋的教室重新搭建起来了。可遇到刮风下雨的日子，依然上不了课。殷彩霞几次跟孩子们说，县里不久将会来人给他们买砖头盖一所牢固的教室，在这半年里，校长去县城找了局长十几趟，一分钱没拿到。只有他知道局长对殷彩霞做了些什么，但他却无能为力。新学期开始了，很少人交得起学费，能够坚持来校上课的孩子越来越少了，他们都跟着父母放羊去了。殷彩霞内心感到了疼痛，为这些失学儿童而疼痛。 The next day, with the money that brought back by Xia, all villagers bought some woods and repair the classroom. But whenever there was a heavy rain, the classroom still cannot be used. Xia always tell the students that province ministry department will built a good school for them. In the past half year, headmaster had visited the ministers more than 100 times and never ever get any money from them. He is the only 1 knows what did Xia did and he can do nothing about it. New semester comes, a lot of students cannot pay their fees and become schoolless and follow their parents to work. Xia sad about that.当殷彩霞知道孩子们的希望已经化为泡影的时候，她脱光了自己的衣服，对着镜子暗暗发誓将用自己的身体去实现孩子们的上学梦。在家乡她知道那些花枝招展回来过年的姐妹们都是在外做批肉生意的。她明白那是一条赚钱的捷径。她洗了个澡，告别了校长、告别的父亲，告别了那间千疮百孔的茅草棚，扎着两条麻花辫走向了繁华的大都市。临走的时候，父亲笑了，校长哭了..... When Xia feel that her hope of all students can go to school become hopeless, she drop all her cloths and swear to her naked body that she will use this body to exchange for the children to be able to go to school. She knows that all ladies in the village are working as a prostitute to earn the living and she knows this is a shortcut for her to earn money. She washed herself and say goodbye to headmaster, father, and school. She tight her hair as 2 ponytails and walk to the city. When she leave, her father smile and headmaster cry.... 繁华都市的五颜六色并没有给殷彩霞带来一丝兴奋，她眼里始终浮现的是那间低矮茅草棚搭建的教室和孩子们渴望的目光。她走进了一家发廊，躺在了肮脏的床上，经受了人生的第二次蹂躏。那天，她在日记本上写着：局长连个嫖客都不如。殷彩霞是那帮姐妹里最节俭的女孩。她从来不化妆，也从来不穿那些性感的衣服，她总爱扎着麻花辫，但她的生意却总是最好的，她总是抢了其他妓女的饭碗，她也经常为此遭到妓女们的群殴。鼻青脸肿之后，她会走向另一家发廊，似乎只有在那粉色的灯光下她才可以看到希望。看着嫖客们一张张邪恶的嘴脸，她似乎看到了孩子们天真的笑容，但她从来就不曾因此而流泪，因为，她是个老师。 In the colorful city, Xia is not happy at all, in her mind, there are only broken classroom and sadness and disappointed eyes of students. She walked into a Hair-Saloon, lay down on a dirty bed, and accept her 2nd dirty business. In that night, in her diary, she wrote : 'Minister can't even compare to her 1st customer. At least they pay.' 她将自己的收入除去生活费之后，全部寄给了校长。校长按照殷彩霞的意思将她寄回的一笔笔嫖资全都用于改善小学的教学条件上。有人问起那笔钱的来源，校长就说那是社会捐助的善款。 She sends all her earnings except those for her to live on to headmaster. Headmaster follows her instruction to use the money on the school. People ask about the source of the money and headmaster only answer that it was from some donation of society. 世上没有不透风的墙，有一天终于从邮局传来消息说那些钱是殷老师寄来的。当地媒体得知这一消息后纷纷试图采访殷彩霞，但都被她婉言谢绝了，因为，她是个妓女。 After a while, people knows about the source of money is from the teacher and many reporters would like to interview her and she just refused and the reason is that she is just a prostituet. 有钱了，学校变了，第一个月，买了黑板，修了屋顶。第二个月，有了木制的课桌与板凳。第三个月，所有的孩子都有了课本。第四个月，所有的孩子都有了红领巾。第五个月，已经没有孩子光着脚丫上课了。 With the money, the school changed. First month, there is a new blackboard. 2nd month, a wooden table and chair. 3rd month, all children has their own books. 4th month, all children has a red tie. 5th month, no children go to school bare leg. 第六个月，殷彩霞回来了。当孩子们看到她的时候，争先恐后地叫她'殷老师……殷老师回来了……殷老师好漂亮啊……'。看到孩子们激动的笑脸，殷彩霞哭了，这半年里，多少的委屈和泪水，在她眼里都那么的有价值。 On the 6th month, Xia come back. All students welcome her happily and say 'Teacher is so beautiful'... With all student's smiling face, Xia cries.. how many tear drops and how many sadness in the past 6 months.. she feels worthy when she see all these. 在家呆了几天，殷老师又踏上了南下的路。 After few days at home, she goes back to city. 第七个月，有了操场。第八个月，有了篮球。第九个月，有了新铅笔。第十个月，学校有了自己的国旗，孩子们每天都能够在操场上看到国旗冉冉升起在第十一个月，一个房地产商坚持不用套，结果让殷老师意外怀孕了，打完胎后，殷老师成了房地产商的二奶。可那位包养她半年的房产商因为因近段时间深圳房价陡降而抛弃了她，一分钱没付。 7th month, built a ball park, 8th month, basketball, 9th month, all students has their new pencils. 10th month, the school has their own national flag, students raise the national flags daily. 11th month, a land-developer refuse to use condom and Xia pregnant. After abortion, she become the developer's mistress. After a few months, the developers dump her because he faced problem on land-value drop in ShengXhen, he didn't pay her 1 cent. 殷彩霞终于疲倦了，她想回家，她想回到孩子们的身边，可她最大的梦想是为孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑，因为这个梦想还没实现，所以她只能回头去苦苦哀求那位房产商。房产商说没钱，但可以为她介绍一笔大生意，一老外，愿意出三千美元买她一夜。想到几年前的那阵大风，殷彩霞拖着疲惫的身躯爬上了老外的床。她发誓，过了那个晚上她就回到她久别的家乡，回到她久别的课堂。 Xia feel tired, she think of go home and go back to the school, but she has yet to fulfill student's dream which are building a concrete classroom and 2 PCs for the students. Because of these, she went back to beg the developer and the developer just refuse to pay anything but only introduce a foreigner to her. Said the foreigner will pay her 3000rmb for 1 night. Think of the wild rain happen few days ago, she tiredly goes to the foreigner's hotel. She sweared that she will go back to her home and school after this. 可就在那个晚上，殷老师被三个外国人强奸致死。死前她才刚过完自己21岁的生日。 She killed by the 3 foreigner because of raping. She just turned 21yo. 殷老师死了，她没能完成她最后的夙愿，那就是给孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑 Xia died without fulfill her final wish which to build a concrete classroom and 2 PCs. …… 一个妓女死了，悄无声息。深圳的天空还是那么蓝，官员们在豪华宴席上高谈阔论，道路上行驶的高级轿车散发着耀眼的光芒。兴奋的人们滔滔不绝地谈论着股票、房价和车市，还有电影、音乐和爱情。路边亲亲我我恋爱的小青年们为了一点小事要死要活。 ............ A hooker dies, silently, the sky of ShengZhen is still as blue as before, ministers still happily sitting in their office, many expensive cars still running on street, people happily discussing share market, house market value, car value, and movies, music and love story. Youngster try to suicide because of small matters happen between themselves. 可在此时，甘肃那个人们已经忘记了的小山村，正在举行只有学生、老师和数百位沉痛的村民的追悼会。 At this time, students, teachers and few hundreds of villagers attending the funeral in this small village 'GanShu' 追悼会上，人们看到殷彩霞的一张黑白照片，照片里，她扎着两个麻花辫，笑得如此单纯。校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学… 校的国旗降了一半。 In the funeral, people see a black and white photo of Xia. In the photo, she has 2 pony tails and happily smile. Headmaster open the diary of Xia and read in front of all students, she wrote : ' Each prostitution, can help one schooless child; become a mistress once, can rescue a hopeless primary school...'
The national flag drop to its half... May be, this is the ONLY national flag drop half because of a GREAT hooker in China 's history. 或许，这是中国历史上，第一个为一个伟大的妓女而降的国旗。多好感言：写这篇文章，我整整哭了两个小时。从今以后，我再也不会歧视任何妓女，因为她们当中有一个殷彩霞。真诚希望大家多转载此文，贴满各个论坛和空间．让我们的父母官们看看，当他们在台上高谈阔论的时候，当他们在酒桌前恍酬交错的时候，当他们以权谋私的时候，当他们在台上学习三个代表的时候，多想想那个不是共产党员的殷彩霞和万千处于水深火热的穷苦百姓。彩霞在那个世界在用哀求的眼神望着我们。殷彩霞虽然身为妓女，但她比谁都活得高尚，比谁都活得有尊严。在人心冷漠、肉欲横流之下，她给予孩子们的爱难道不是我们社会最可贵的'大爱'吗？ After I read this, I cried for 2 hours. From now on, I won't discriminate any hooker, because among them there is a Xia. Hope you will forward this mail to all forum, friends, webspaces, to let all our governments to understand when they are saying and empty-promissing, when they are drinking in the pub, when they are doing dirty politics, Someone using her own power to change the world. Xia is using her sadly eye to look at all of us. Although she is just a hooker, she is more clean and saint than any of us. In this cold and dirty society, what she gave to the students are human's 'Great Love'.
殷彩霞带着未完成的遗憾离开了这个世界，作为生者，我们理当完成彩霞的遗志，在这个寒冷的冬天，多给千百万穷苦的人们、多给社会奉献我们的爱心和责任。奉献给大家这篇感人的故事，愿我们每个人都能够开心的生活，为社会多奉献点爱心。希望大家把这帖子多转转灵魂的震撼！
Xia leaves the world with wishes, can't we continue her jobs of bringing more hope to the poors? If we can, why dun we share our love, our capable to these children in the third world or support those who try to be Xia in our country? Share our love to PRC, support them more.. we can be saint ourselves.
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China is the BEST

2008-11-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

Today my brother passed me some of the youtube video, i guess may be he is too free and surf around youtube to find some entertainment.

This chinese michael jackson spoof is marvelous, and notice the lyric if you know chinese. you will laugh your ass off

This one spoof smooth criminal and talking how great is Sadam Hussein

This one is BEAT IT, and talk about some guy buying some XO using fake note.

Quote of Day

2008-11-26T09:01:00.000-08:00

Life is difficult,

Full of trails,

Sorrow,

Pain,

but if you fall down,
just stand up straight,
be confident and SAY...

"TIU NIA SING" WHO PUSH ME AR!!!
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LOL!!!

Dark Road to Bright Path

2008-11-26T07:41:00.000-08:00

Today, as promised, I travel to mentakab for official and unofficial business hahaha. The most important thing is not about the business. But is the winding road travelling from gombak to mentakab. And of course some kampung road. It really brought back many of olden days memories.

I can't remember the exact day that I travel to mentakab to meet Aunty K and brother LL. But tracking back to my project proposal, I created the document roughly at July 2005, And meeting them at august 2005. I guess it was a good experience that bunch of us traveling from KL to mentakab. I still remember I have to wake up about 5am and travel to klang and fetch one of my partner then from there Using Kesas flying car all the way to mentakab. The first time we were travelling on the winding road is really exciting and no one dares to drive fast, may be maximum at 90km/h. After going there to support many times, the driving skills go through some refinement and then gradually I can achive top speed like 150km/h on the speed trap meter.

So first day is nothing much, meet up, meeting, talk some crap, and the only question I remember was "brother" Lee asking us, what if after 1 or 2 years the company chap lap, how are we going to support her? I guess my question is "If you continue to pay us the "expensive" maintenance per year we should not run out of business". and now I remember why my business didn't do well hahaahhaha. What happened in the middle and implementation of the project and so on really not important.

So after 1 or 2 years, the partners in my company having some argument and quarrel, due to business problem, profit sharing and so on. I guess no one wants it that way, just we are too young and not mature enough to handle certain problems, we never have good foresight for certain issues, we never have black and white too. Thus at the end we got to strike offfff the business. Not chap lap like "brother" Lee said lar. But more or less same situation but different status.

As today I was travelling back from mentakab after some verocious Dinner at old town kopitiam (but now at 12.35am I am feeling hungry again), is about 8.00pm and the sky started to rain. It is the first time I drive with fear and exciting, because is really hard to see the road with such lighting and the rain is heavy. You know kampung road, there are no lampost and even it is the light is most probably not powerful enough to light up the road as the rain getting heavier. Because I have to drive REALLY Slow like 60 or 70 which normally I don't, I started to think back about Jess, Rachel, another brother alex Lee, who might be also in "trouble" situation.

To "Brother" Jess,
As you told me "isn't it good if human can be like laptop get reformated and restart everything? so i can forget all the past?"

I know you are in stress mood, and may be you can't find the solution or etc. As today I travel down the dark kampung road, I feel the same fear as you, even these few years, I have been going ups and down, getting big payroll projects, getting out of business, because of business we lost friend (which i think is regretable), getting sued, getting into dilemma, having dream like taking chair and whacking your boss, and so on. Again I would say, all this pain, struggle, is part of the melodies of life. It serves as refinement for me. Because of my partners, i get to know "brother"Lee, because of another business failure I get to know brother alex lee, and because of drinking kaki like alex lee I get to know "brother" Jess.

And the rain is still heavy, some how I know is raining season, I wanted to stop my car and wait for it to stop, but then as mariah carey always sings, I can make it through the rain. So I have faith , I know I will reach the lamp posted high way and I will reach the light. It is relieved when I reach the highway tolls there is light everywhere and things are clear, but then soon when you go on karak highway everything is even darker, but you have wider roads. But as usual, I can't stop, Just like What I have told you before. "The past might have defined your present, but don't let it control your future". Try not to look backward too much, step forward, even is crawling is slow, you will reach the destination, somewhere you are familiar somewhere that has light that you are comfortable to live on and move on or even speed. The winding roads, the rain, the dark cloud, will soon pass away.

May be some of the past are too pain to handle now, but I never recommend to reformat even to laptop or pc. why? because to rebuild the foundation is tedious, to reinstall, to configure, is not easy though. Especially in life, we might hate many in our past, like both "brother" lee and I have bad experience with J, but those experience has really taught us many things. Pain, fear, suffering might be destructive for our life, but yet we have the choice to turn those experience become a constructive refinement and becomes a sharing to others who needs help in future.

So don't get reformatted, our memories are precious, that's why we have many backup solution nowadays which offer up to 1TB just to keep precious memories. Bad or good memories do not matters. But how you treat those memories and reuse it, and refine it to become more powerful experience and skills points (must read previous post).

Really hope, all the "brothers" and brothers will get a good solution and get to the bright path soon. Free up your minds, plan ahead , plan for changes, plan plan plan plan...... action action action. Like kira yamato said "first you decide, then you go through". And also think about a reason to FIGHT.

HAVE FAITH, my "brothers"!.

Everyone is special

2008-11-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

Some how after talking to my "Brother" lee lee at mentakab today, I always think skill and talent is 2 separate things. Just like she said may be I am intelligent,but i am lazy. I also think the same, but some how i think what everyone needs is the refinement, more like playing RPG game to level up and acquire skill points.

You know what always people say you are SPECIAL?
S=strength
P=perception
E=endurance
C=charisma
I=intelligence
A=Agility
L=luck

that's something innated when you are borned. but then through intense training you should be able to change some of the above attribute. That's what fallout said. And as you go through life, pain, fights, struggles, falls, and so on, you gradually gain experience. so you level up, just like what we have in real life we call it REFINEMENT. thus you get skill point to add to different skill set like, computer, marketing, sales, PR, talk cock skill, barter and so on. To quantify things, I would say, the skill point would be largely affected by intelligence, why? because smart people learn things faster and master things faster, of course other attribute like luck and charisma and may be agility also play important roles in certain activities.

Just like my previous post, if you read about Mr. Ng, may be he has gone through many refinement and then allocated many skill point in computer skills and planning skill? who knows? but then the allocation is not done manually, is more like what kind of skill you use more gradually it get sharpen and refined.

So if you today you are going through pain, shit load of stuff, or suffering. don't fear the light is very near you. Just like samurai swords, they are the sharpest swords, but yet the swords gone through many many process, and refinement to achieve it. Same goes to human life, if you think now you are in the shittest situation, the last thing you have to do is breakthrough, once is done you will be in your greatest shape. Just like the samurai sword.

Yesterday Lesson - About planning

2008-11-26T07:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday when I was supporting Denso project at Bangi, suddenly IT manager Mr. Ng came in to the server room and have a short chat with me. Then we talk about VMWare, about his success case and his future plan and blah blah blah. The only thing that really enlighten me is about his planning strategy.

We all know that planning is important, just like Mr. Ng and others said if you fail to plan then you plan to fail. Is really true, even though we all know this truth , but not many of us really plan out our stuff. As time goes by, our planning are usually all inside the mind, or so call ad hoc planning which equals to no planning at all. Some people realize this truth and also following the planning method, they really do planning. But they are planning for what they are going to do. Just like we have yearly plan, quarterly plan and so on. The plan is to plan what we are going to do. But one thing Mr. Ng has really taught me is you have to plan for the change in the next 5 years.

Talking about IT perspective and technological advancement, such as CPU processor, software, and OS, they have trend, and also changes every 3 or 5 years. Due to this nature,Mr. Ng has to plan ahead what to change and how to change. As he mentions, Denso even though is a MNC, but then their budget is not big though. So he plans ahead very well. As just now discussion with my "brothers" lee lee, she told me people who really has great wisdom can plan ahead and plan for changes, and plan ahead like 3 or 5 years and forecast the change.

But I think is not that true, consider planning for changes is like advance planning, thus we have to master the basic planning first. Since many of us never really conduct basic planning, we cannot achieve the level of advance planning. As Mr. NG current age and his expertise in IT for 20 years experience, he has been practicing planning may be for at least 20 years, thus in order to achieve advance planning level is easy for him. Plan for changes is more like planning for dynamic, fluctuating demand and supplies in production. So all of us should start with some basic planning today, so that one day we can achieve the advance planning level like Mr. Ng and contribute to the orgnization and also society.

Xenosaga - ending song

2008-11-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

IS being awhile, that I last listen to my old mp3 stuff. So happen i just dig out some of it from my old harddisk. One of it i find it quite meaningful on its lyric.
The xenosaga 1: ending theme song.
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I've been watching you awhile
Since you walked into my life
Monday morning, when first I heard you speak to me
I was too shy to let you know
Much too scared to let my feelings show
But you shielded me, and that was the beginning

Now at last we can talk in another way
And though I try, "I love you" is just so hard to say
If only I could be strong, and say the words I feel

My beating heart begins to race
When I turn to see your face
I remember that sweet dream which you told to me
I wanted just to be with you
So we could make the dream come true
And you smiled at me, and that was the beginning

Now at last we can talk in another way
And though I try, "I love you" is just so hard to say
If only I could be strong, and say the words I feel

Tell me what you're thinking of
Tell me if you love me now
I had so much I longed to ask you
But now the chance is gone

While your picture fades each day
In my heart the memory stays
Glowing bright, you're always smiling
And I will hold it close

I am getting married soon??!!

2008-11-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

Life remains busy as routine and common stuff still happens. Still supporting projects, running around for new sales and also closing some sales. Overall just busy. Last week, just so happen,went over to my mom shop to get her to talk about my next year fate and luck. PErhaps, being single for long time and also many of my friends also getting these few years started to think that I am getting older and older.

As I know I am not a guy that will choose to marry this soon, but then God said I will marry VERY SOON, I write it here so that I can remember what God told me. Earliest I will get married is next year or latest the year after that. Hmmm not sure how true it is, is really exciting as I have no gf now but I will be getting married soon??? some kind of sexual trap or may be super double barrel shot gun wedding? I really can't imagine I will be getting married soon, but as elaine said, who knows when fate comes. God also said the same thing HE said, appreciate the FATE that you have. in chinese is called 惜缘. And also alot of things when they want to come or go is hard to prevent or even predict. So just go along with the flow of life and boat reaches bridge head auto straight. 船到桥头直然直。another famous proverb or whatever. Hmmm God said the girl (my wife) already appeared, but I might not know her, but she knwos me, possible explanation is like may be in some banquet or some seminar, she got my name card or she knows my through friends or colleagues. But may be due to my antisocial style, I don't know her. Hmmm I am still wondering who is she.

And elaine said, usually people who stay single for awhile usually will have a pace relationship and get married. May be kind a desperate LOL. But what to do still young lar, young is priceless, or in chinese young is the capital. 年轻是本钱. Another than that, nowadays me and elaine most of the conversation is about Food and also asking me getting gf yet or not:P LOL

Hmmm any easy sign for the girl for me to spot? like may be tattooo my name on their body LOL or something easier lar. If not hard to search for my another half. Damn I am really cinapek and superstitious. But as mom said, next year definitely either me or my brother is getting married. Who knows.... God knowss larrr

About Love

2008-11-14T10:31:00.000-08:00

This is a very old article that my friend use to forward around and around, but today seen it again, I guess is meaningful for her. IS chinese again !

遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人

你最爱的，往往没有选择你
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时候出现的那个人。

没有人是故意要变新的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你的；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱她，

如果你也不爱她了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱她，你应该会希望他过的幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，决不会阻止，
你要是组织它得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱她了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在面盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱的一个人，也可以用另一种方法拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永远回忆，
如果你这真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子，爱他的好，也爱他的坏；
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
决不能因为爱他，就希望它变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地，心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪着你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是毫无丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必然付出，而不是只想获得；
分开考试一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变怨恨的。

When you meet someony ou love the most, there afre you would know the feeling of loving someone;
Because you know how it feels to loved by someone, that's why you can discover the one who loves you most.
When after you have gone through the time you love and be loved, you learn the true meaning of love, and then only you know what you requires in your love, and will find the most suitable partner, who can live with you throughout your life.

the one you love the most, most of the time didn't choose you;
the one who loves you most, most of the time is not the one you love the most;
and the most long lasting one, is not the one you love the most, and not love you most,
but is just that he/she appears at the most suitable time.

Nobody wants to change their heart delibrately, when he/she loves you, he/she really loves you from their heart, but when he doesn't love you, is the truth, when he loves you that time, there is no ways to pretend that he doesn't love you.

when a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you, you have to ask yourself whether you love him or not. If you don't love him anymore, don't because of sympathy and unwilling to let him go; if you still do love him, you should wish him to lead better and hppier life, hope that he get someone that loves each other , without stopping him. if you are trying to top him from getting the true love, it means you no longer loves him. if you no longer loves him, then you are not qualified to accuse him of losing his heart on you.

Love is not about possesion,
You may love the moon alot, but you cannot grab the moon and put inside your house,
but the moonlight still can shine into your room.
Just for example, if you love a person, you can use another type of possesion method, which allow the person you love become an eternal memories in your life,
if you really love a person, you should love her original self - love all her good sides and love all her bad sides, love her strengths and love her weakness, NEVER because of you are loving her, you hope to change her to become what you have expected, when the changing process is not successful then the love may be a failure too.

To truly love somone, there is no reason behind it,
You know that, no matter what time, what place, good or bad mood, you will wish her to accompany you;
True relationship is about two persons endure the toughest moment together and make no request about each other. after all, relationship and love needs sacrifice, not about the result; Break up is an absolute test, if your love is not stable, then surrender is the only option.
TRUE love will not change into vengeance.

Quote of the day

2008-11-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

酸让你懂得珍惜；

甜让你知道人间暖味；

苦让你变得更坚强；

辣让你从错误里学习；

寄你一封便宜但色香味齐全的信息，

提醒你别忘了要开心、快乐…

Another sms quote I received quite sometimes ago.

-------Direct Translation-------

sour let you know about appreciation mistakes

sweet know about the kindness and courtesy in this world

bitter makes you tougher

hot makes you learns from

send you a cheap but tastefull sms

remind you that don't forget to make yourself happy

----END OF DT-----------------------------

Nothing too special, just i remember i alwasy send out to encourage others when they are down, especially evy...

Yong Tau Fu!

2008-10-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

If you are Malaysian you should know about Yong tau fu, a hakka chinese food which is alluring. I have been visiting this shop for quite some times, but after awhile, because I didn't station myself near PJ. This shop is situated near PJ OLD TOWN, near the selera makan just besides the main pasar. So far they have been serving an authentic hakka yong tau fu.

Here is some screenshots,

Lady finger and white taufu, with soup. The soup is the best I have so far.

Just Empty plate, with sauces.

Fried fu chuk and also tau pok, even by looking at it, you know is really delicious.

This is the shop Gerai Seong Kee, make sure you don't go else where for Yong Tau Fu!

Tetris

2008-10-30T02:47:00.000-07:00

Out of boredom, I dig out some old game and play some really old nintendo game call tetris. I guess it is quite classic. If you wikipedia it, you will see Tetris is also a best selling bundled video game. Back at the older day when we are having monochrome game boy, nintendo, not even SNEs system,I think most of the catridge system comes with Tetris. After 2 decades have passed, now we are enve having more Tetris clone.

I also hand itchy so start to dig out some java book and start doing some Tetris clone. Finally is completed you can visit. http://www.ewarps.com/ to play the game. If the game doesnt' load properly you have to download the latest JRE at http://java.sun.com. Try to search for it.

Just some really simple screenshots. The java applet I have developed doesn't look so nice. Maybe in future I will improve it. Actually my aim is to create a better java game that allows more people to interact with each others. Any idea?

Heart Attack Grill !!

2008-10-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

Is being awhile since I last check my yahoo mail. Loaded with lots of junk mail and some interesting forwarded stuff. It is called heart attack grill. I think it only available in US. Not anywhere else. Or may be it will have more branches around the world later? Sometimes we just wanna enjoy our meal who cares we die earlier? sometimes people live healty and have healthy exercise but fated to die in accident.

Here is the front door of this Heart attack grill. It said taste worth dying for!

They hire gorgeous chicks to serve the meal? I guess it will be heart attack for some Mature people LOL.

See the way they grill their meat, the flame is so furious. With this incinerating flame, the outerside of the meat must be delicious (abit way too overcook sometimes is damn crunky eh?)

Malboro!

Wao! is triple bypass!, I have never seen it else where. Just wondering how I am going to eat that.

They provide full schematic diagram of how their burger is "constructed". Any one has the calories , protein and Fat calculation diagram?