Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Diluted Heart
Whenever it gets through, you are busy.
And you always tell me you will call me back.
And I have waited and waited, until the flower has wilted and the time machine is invented.
Whenever I SMS you, is like big rock thrown into sea.
Whenever I receive your sms, anti matter has been discovered.
The only sms I receive is, wait for you to clear your problem and call me.
And I have waited and waited, until handphone has been phase out and you just make excuses you can't call me anymore.
Whenever we meet, it will be at wrong timing and wrong place.
When we finally meet other than wrong place with tight schedule, Murphy will start preaching his law.
The only time I can date you out, is like hiring an escort with me.
And the heart get diluted more and more, the friendship is become like electron meeting positron.
Monday, May 18, 2009
New Guitar Performance - Meteor
mp3 just visit here . I also uploaded to youtube, for better viewing.
ENJOY the MUSIC!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
My 3D Modelling SUCKS
First I wanna do something like PAC MAN, but is trade mark so I get something like Final fantasy BOMB and Pac man LOL. So hilarious and ang gong gia.


Elaine said, that thing looks just like bowling LOL, I don't know how to do the texture and also surface. May be should ask some SEST expert. You know inside SEST can do bum mapping too.
next I think may be something too organic is too hard to produce. So I try to produce a Tank.


Damn I am not sure what I did for the texture, it came out like Peanut Butter, then elaine said is chocolate. She feels like biting it LOL!. And you see there is like almond nuts or hazel nuts on the surface. I don't know coarse iron looks like that. I thought US army has yellow tanks but didn't know it looks like a chocolate bar:P
That's it may be tommorow I will get more expert to draw a better tanks.
Recent Update.
When this blog started is all about guitar and music, but then, because every new song takes time to train and sometimes I just get too tied up with works, ended up this becomes my personal blog and writing craps about things I have done LOL.
Nowadays basically just too busy with projects, hopefully will get few more bigger project so will continue to be busy for the upcoming months. Other than that, I have finally decided to develop a online web based turn based tactical game. Is more like final fantasy Tactics and also front mission. Basically will be borrowing alot of idea from them. Before that, I wanted to do something like colonization/civilization style. I really like that 2 games from Sid Meiers. I think watched my friend played since more than ten years ago, when I was still in primary school, and he owns a 386 computer, and everything is runnin in DOS 320x240 resolution, I guess nowadays even a good camera phone has a higher LED resolution compare to that time.
So I went to check out some open source Colonization, and I found it at www.freecol.org. since is free I downloaded the game and tried it out. I guess is pretty similiar but with better graphic on isometric view. I also borrow a few terrain tile from them to start my game project. Since colonization has larger maps and scale. May be javascript is not able to contain it (according to my current skillz). And it has colonies and and stuff to get managed. But I guess at the end I might want to do something like that too combine with Age of wonders. Another great game.
After spending a few hours I have finished the javascript Isometric map. And also an action dialog box. Being talking to few others friend and also generating some good idea.

Moshi also draw me some characters and unit. I think she is good at drawing those vector and manga stuff Take a look at her drawing.

Because of ISO Metric view, I am not sure how can we do all the 4 SIDES, especially her backside. ZZzzzz.. none the less may be just finish the map, and some simple command to let the unit runs around first.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
TM revolution - Meteor
Finally I got to practice this song, meteor by TM revolution, kind a hard on guitar. Doesn't sound so good at the beginning, but after some fine tuning and tranposing and rearrange now it sounds nearer to the song itself. But none the rest I will be posting the MP3 here soon, don't know what kind of Music Video need to do in order to post it on youtube.
Here is the english translated lyric. Just like how I feel about her.
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They touch, although with icy fingertips
Illuminated by the frozen moon
That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision
The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream
Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls
The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken
Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them
This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on
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Monday, May 4, 2009
Vestige...
The fractured dream was left to die,
It fell apart, having been crushed with a clenched fist.
These endless wings, so grandly spread,
Have become to me just as a chain.
Their weight, so dense, have disabled me from moving.
Like a child's the innocent eyes
Of people start to die.
Within the depths of disillusion,
They look for fleeting stars.
With these our lives,
The elevated lights,
They will be born, caused to bloom forth.
Here lies our fate,
To continue on unceasingly.
Carved in radience, the precious times scar as our remaining vestiges.
Our times were stopped, my tears were shed,
But to my life replacement was found.
I'm left to ask, is all I love fated to fade?
The sheer thought of a tomorrow
A dream painful to stir up,
An illusion much like feathers falling from the sky.
If they can say,
That this dazed pain with in,
Is truly what "to live" means,
Then the only truth is the bright and never fading you,
Leaving only scatterings,
Of our dazzling remains,
That so rapidly decay.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Thoughts?
Just read elaine food blog at http://www.kitchenexperiments.net/ and congrats to elaine for getting award for Mushroom Recipe of the Week! LOL. HERE is the recipe
http://www.kitchenexperiments.net/2009/04/marinated-mushrooms-with-balsamic.html
If there is no link don't be lazy just copy and paste in your URL bar, if you like food you should just read about it. I didn't know she has more than 200 posts in year 2007 I just realized when the drop down folder listed those article count. Sorry my bad.
Nonetheless, today just feel demoralized for no reason, may be because the stupid things I have done in past, or the pride I have in me make me feel very stupid and ignorant. You know just demoralized. I wanted to blog this with chinese but I guess my chinese typing is damn slow. Just do this in english and is less enigmatic.
I remember I read an article quite sometime ago stated that before we meet our true love usually will have to learn about and come to know someone who love you most, and someone you love the most. I guess it is more or less quite true, before you know how to balance love and logic.
The story begins with the one really loves you has appeared in your life, but you never really appreciated her, until you realized that the love has lost there will be no Key to undo it. What is left is the fragment of memories. And because of her love, we learn that how much it meant to love someone.
and after knowing that we are capable of love, someone some how will appear to be the one you will love the most. Love is emotional, and beyond comprehension of logic and make your mind break down if you overdosed with it (for me). Thus, you learn about the pain, dissappointment and some would say absurdity. and the end everything is just mirror flower water moon.
And the journey of life continue, but this time you learn to see beyond the mirror and water, and see the world with wider perspective because of her, and you learn to balance between love and sanity. And may be because of the reciprocal love that it has between both, the cycle is completed just like babbling Priest will always talk about the meaning of ring during christian wedding. The ring is complete, round, circle and no end, no beginning, no start, no break, eternal revolving, spiralling and etc. So the love, the patience and etc will be going around like merry go round. And thus, after wearing the wedding ring, they will go through the story of third ring.
First ring - Engagement Ring, where anxious heart, excitement and the anticipation of going to have a wedding soon. And both parties are more commited and being Engaged......They say by wearing this ring longer will prevent the reign of 3rd ring.
Second Ring - Wedding Ring, usually it happens to wear it once a life time (officially), and filll with joy and happiness and harmonious love between the two great lovers and blessed by many attendance who cheer for them and wish them all the best (cause they know, the age of third ring will soon reign).
3rd ring- SuffeRing, The third age of ring, that rules over more than half of the human life (wedding at 25 or 30 years old live till 60 age, more than 50percent of your age). This invisible rings, will haunt you and the one you love if the foundation of love is not strong enough, this invisible rings have shattered many family, shed many tears, spill much of blooodzzz, and yet until today it still carries oniwith its mysterious and legendary task. Much and many people has tried to have countermeasurement and against 3rd ring reigns but wearing the 1st ring longer and to achieve better understanding of what it means to wear a ring. Most human has so far made it to 3rd age of ring. But some extremist or the grudge of 3rd ring is just too strong, they evolve to 4th age of ring which can be the final form.
4th ring - Ring O, it happens when you throw your children into the well and watch too much of video tape that will have ghost crawing out from your TV set, and we are lucky that nowadays there is no more VHS player in our house, so the chances of getting age of 4th Ring is very very rare. But beware, the legend can be revived anywhere anytime.
Someone said: Making a million friends is not a miracle; the miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.
I would say, making a million of friends is called networking, working them out like shit is called management, digging an escape route for you when million are stabbing your ass is tunneling??
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
More than 10 years ago

Food for thought

Monday, April 13, 2009
Tsunami at 22nd July 2009?
I just received this message from a colleague. I don't know the source of the message; I also don't know the credibility of the content, but just beware. Below is the content on the message: "Hello there. I just wanted 2 let you know that please stay away from the beaches all around in the month of July. There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on July 22nd. It is also when there will be sun eclipse. Predicted that it is going 2 be really bad and countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines are going 2 be badly hit. Please try and stay away from the beaches in July. Better 2 be safe than sorry. Please pass the word around. Please also pray for all beings." Thanks and have a nice day. Bless you~
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Monday, March 16, 2009
Smart Card
Previously, I always think that Smart card is just like Mifare, but when really take a closer look at it, smart card is way more advance and smarter than Mifare. May be the Mifare I am is the "dumb" type but nonetheless, previously our Mifare implementation is straight forward, just to previous data storage, read, write and edit it using all PC Base software. So it means all the functions are programmed in PC , and the end result is stored inside the Mifare. That's how we do it, and we always find it nothing too special compare to some temporary storage.
But with today Java Card and JCOPS trainings, I found that smart card can install Java Card application inside it, which means, after the smart card is being issued, we can use Java to reprogram how the Smart card should behave and how it communicates with the PC. It goes back to the time when we need a MCU to talk to our RS232 and Mifare reader, is the same methodologies just this is more organized and simplified.
Nonetheless, is great to know all this Smart card stuff and start the development of my smart card project. Really great to know all these technical stuff. Here is some pictures of our Smart Card Chips before we sent it out for manufacturing, you know this thing is really small in size, consists of 1 microprocessor, 100k of EEPROM and RAM, another 32k of ROM, if i am not mistaken. but usable EEPROM is 72k after filling in with OS and some Java VM. What I am holding is a 20 pieces of Smart Card Chip. And IS CHEAP.





The gold color side is the front side of smart card chip that you all usually see, the darker side is actually the back of the smart chip, it can link to an antenna to become contactless smart card. and the microprocessor and everything is so small, like a small square box.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Beer the before and after
Some people who never really taste beer and what is the after effect of beer. I mean you get drunks after drinking beer. In normal circumstances, you will see everything clear and bright. But your beer will be blur and hard to drink, cause is bitter. Like tony leong said, why people like to drink beer? is because is bitter to drink.

After you get drunk, you will see everything damn blur, and you don't even know what's going on. The only thing you want is beer beer beer after that...... LOL

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Travel to Tanjung Sepat
Yesterday after meeting customer in Sepang (not KLIA or LCCT the sepang town, quite rural). Few of use decided to travel to Tanjung Sepat to have some seafood. There is no highway can reach tanjung sepat, either you travel from klang->banting-> Morib then you will reach tanjung sepat, or you travel from Sepang site which is a longer way from my house
We stop by at the restoran lover bink seafood. In chinese is lover bridge. 4 Person we ate 6 dishes and is less than 100 bucks. Food included, Crabs, Sotong (calamari), Vegetable, Bamboo meat (zhok tan) not sure what is in english, Prawn Gel (direct translation from har gou), and one more forget...


Aboves are the photo for the bridge and also a shot on the beach, dirty, not white sand, not suitable for swimming also. But lucky is not too dark to take a shots. All above picture taken with Samsung Innov8, 8 mega pixel don't play play leh. Is about 7.30 , but quality still good even a big dark, might wanna try again next time.
Sorry no food pic. TOO hungry after travelling about half hour to reach the place from sepang. May be we are slow.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Left Over Food
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Recap 2008 - Third & fourth Quarter
In Every year mont of July as usual, I will be going out of Malaysia, this time a bit poor so just went over to singapore. For 2007 I was at taiwan, 2006 I was at UK. Forget about 2005 and Before but basically every year about the same time I will be out station.
Above is the Siemens Asia Pac launching Event for Synchronous technology. It is a new technology made Noob like me who don't know shit about CAD and engineering drawing can draw and design 3D object easily. Basically it is like 3D max studio or maya. You don't have to have proper engineering knowledge to use it. Yet it is able to create 3D objects and validate it for you, and allow modification and changes from other CAD system easily. Great tools of century. Not because my associate partner sells it then I say is good, because previously I did try other CAD but I can't draw any shit out of it due to my lack of knowledge in engineering. But with Solid Edge Synchronous technology everything is really made easy.
Other Than that, We also have our own Siemens Launching in Malaysia (sunway).
August:
Before we start anything in august, we have some french fries , ice blended cappucino and also mushroom soup in Secret Recipe. Generic food LOL.
In August I have some big project in Inno Bio new office (damansara Height). We have to setup the whole server rooms and also their infrastructure with all the racks, servers, CISCO switches and wiring + testing + commission. See how uncles are setting up the raise floor in order to conceal the CAT 6 wiring. We have about 160 ++ cat 6 cable there pouring out from the raise floor.
Finally the raise floor is being completed and the first rack has arrived. Some of the cable gone into Rack for servers and IT stuff, some cable is terminated and gone inside PABX switches.
Finally, I have also involve in Shaun CIMB banking Event. I think ermm should be Six Finger Khairul Events. What I did is develop a banking Quiz system that link up all 6 PC for 6 teams. This event also have team building, treasure hunts and many stuff. Total about 46 Groups. Above is a great idea of how Jig saw puzzle can be created and for the team member to remember CIMB vision and motto.
Finally we come to september, october and last quarter of the year. And suddenly US has very bad economy and then there is nothing much we can do about it since I am not SOROS. and Business is still good and project still on going. So finally at last quarter we still go back to After 5 for another round of VERY COLD beer. See the glass is just comes out from Fridge. And Alex is smoking Mild 7 cigarettes. At the worst economy situation we always can afford Chivas (now is Macallen)


Summary :
Projects : 10++ (web, app customization)
Events: 4++
Beer session : Countless
Dota Session : Countless
Recap of 2008 - Second Quarter
April:
Basically everyone is just busy with Metal tech and also Esolid first even in SIRIM introducing Esolid and also their CAD/CAM/PDM Products and Services with ECSS and Siemens helps.




Our First SIRIM Seminar, that is our banner tools skill and consultancy and blah blah. That's the SIRIM seminar room. That is our 3D printer, is very high tech stuff. You will be wondering what is 3D printer. Basically it uses silicon and print layer by layer to come out with a prototype. See the end result is the whole engine block. Is like a miracle that even holes, gears and all those joint can be printed in 3D form. Thus the prototype looks and operate almost exactly like your real thing.
Here we have ting ting as one of our Metal Tech Model (brochure girl) that gave out brochure LOL. Then we have another girl name caroling (cat girl looks alike) in our team also. That's our full team but I am not inside LOL. Cause I am holding the camera.
Here you can see me with some other team members, people said I have boss face LOL. That's caroling posting to become brochure girl LOL.
MAY:
Can't really remember what project I am doing, I guess may be still stuck in Denso and some other DCS projects. But the most memorable is Ah Fai and Catherine Wedding.
See how demoralized is Ah Fai he can't enter the wife house in order to get the bride home. Lastly after me and my friend eat some hot and spicy noodles and some coffee + eggs and whatever stunt we have done. Finally Ah Fai gets to enter the house and meet the Bride. See that's Catherine with 3 Months baby.
June:
Nothing too special We just have another Even about CAE and FEMAP in SIRIM, here is the screen shots. Nothing too special
That's it another 3 months passed, and works still works , project still project.
Recap of 2008 - First Quarter
But no pics for project, but have pic at after 5 where by Alex is drinking with Nana. I think she manage to court a rich bf and no longer work there lor for Nana.


To Prove that Alex is there also, you can see his hand and also this pink color shirt girl name Nana. Behind is Kim wearing black and white color hot western sexual clothing LOL. Kim is easily recognizable because I always tell others that she looks like those cultish that has big tatoo at her back. The tatoo doesn't look nice also, sounds like some kind of wrong tatooing job and kena tattoo again LOL.
That's it for my FIRST quarter of 2008. The reason that I split all this stuff into multiple chapter is because I am having problem to attach pictures and also adjusting the margin of my paragraph layout using blogspot composer. Abit troublesome. Will try to work around it by uploading all the pics first.

























