Diluted Heart

Whenever I call you, I get into long caller ringtone.
Whenever it gets through, you are busy.
And you always tell me you will call me back.
And I have waited and waited, until the flower has wilted and the time machine is invented.

Whenever I SMS you, is like big rock thrown into sea.
Whenever I receive your sms, anti matter has been discovered.
The only sms I receive is, wait for you to clear your problem and call me.
And I have waited and waited, until handphone has been phase out and you just make excuses you can't call me anymore.

Whenever we meet, it will be at wrong timing and wrong place.
When we finally meet other than wrong place with tight schedule, Murphy will start preaching his law.
The only time I can date you out, is like hiring an escort with me.
And the heart get diluted more and more, the friendship is become like electron meeting positron.

New Guitar Performance - Meteor

This song is sung by TM Revolution, if you watch anime : gundam seed, you will hear this song when first time freedom appears in the show. and the Effect is powerful with this song alone.

mp3 just visit here . I also uploaded to youtube, for better viewing.



ENJOY the MUSIC!

My 3D Modelling SUCKS

Damn I didn't expect after so many years of doing programming and all the language of talking to computer now I have to spend time doing modeling for my online game. I think to have multiple sides or iso metric view of the units, 3D is more feasible and faster for mechanical units, such as tank, robots, mech, wanzer, and so on. Those human character will leave it to Moshi. Current All this modeling and rendering is done in Solid Edge ST. Is damn easy to use compare to other Engineering Modeling software. May be I should get myself a copy of 3D max for human and surfacing modeling later. But at least Solid Edge ST (synchronous technology) allows noob like me to easily model it out in 3D format just by clicking here and there since dimension and accuracy is not that important. as long as the graphics looks good.

First I wanna do something like PAC MAN, but is trade mark so I get something like Final fantasy BOMB and Pac man LOL. So hilarious and ang gong gia.



Elaine said, that thing looks just like bowling LOL, I don't know how to do the texture and also surface. May be should ask some SEST expert. You know inside SEST can do bum mapping too.
next I think may be something too organic is too hard to produce. So I try to produce a Tank.



Damn I am not sure what I did for the texture, it came out like Peanut Butter, then elaine said is chocolate. She feels like biting it LOL!. And you see there is like almond nuts or hazel nuts on the surface. I don't know coarse iron looks like that. I thought US army has yellow tanks but didn't know it looks like a chocolate bar:P

That's it may be tommorow I will get more expert to draw a better tanks.

Recent Update.

When this blog started is all about guitar and music, but then, because every new song takes time to train and sometimes I just get too tied up with works, ended up this becomes my personal blog and writing craps about things I have done LOL.

Nowadays basically just too busy with projects, hopefully will get few more bigger project so will continue to be busy for the upcoming months. Other than that, I have finally decided to develop a online web based turn based tactical game. Is more like final fantasy Tactics and also front mission. Basically will be borrowing alot of idea from them. Before that, I wanted to do something like colonization/civilization style. I really like that 2 games from Sid Meiers. I think watched my friend played since more than ten years ago, when I was still in primary school, and he owns a 386 computer, and everything is runnin in DOS 320x240 resolution, I guess nowadays even a good camera phone has a higher LED resolution compare to that time.

So I went to check out some open source Colonization, and I found it at www.freecol.org. since is free I downloaded the game and tried it out. I guess is pretty similiar but with better graphic on isometric view. I also borrow a few terrain tile from them to start my game project. Since colonization has larger maps and scale. May be javascript is not able to contain it (according to my current skillz). And it has colonies and and stuff to get managed. But I guess at the end I might want to do something like that too combine with Age of wonders. Another great game.

After spending a few hours I have finished the javascript Isometric map. And also an action dialog box. Being talking to few others friend and also generating some good idea.

Moshi also draw me some characters and unit. I think she is good at drawing those vector and manga stuff Take a look at her drawing.

Because of ISO Metric view, I am not sure how can we do all the 4 SIDES, especially her backside. ZZzzzz.. none the less may be just finish the map, and some simple command to let the unit runs around first.

TM revolution - Meteor

Finally I got to practice this song, meteor by TM revolution, kind a hard on guitar. Doesn't sound so good at the beginning, but after some fine tuning and tranposing and rearrange now it sounds nearer to the song itself. But none the rest I will be posting the MP3 here soon, don't know what kind of Music Video need to do in order to post it on youtube.

Here is the english translated lyric. Just like how I feel about her.

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They touch, although with icy fingertips

Illuminated by the frozen moon

My flawed heart still embraces the night, even as it burns out

That feeling that glittered off in the distance for a split-second - If it's love, I'll try for that vision

The light is freed and falls through the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope

The flame that's born of dying starts burns on in this, my final dream

If the sin that falls and covers everything turns to kindness, and if a thorn could become a smile

Like the unheard scream of a flower before it falls

The pain that searches for the fragility of a prayer stirs the period when the two of us met

The grief and the light are swallowed up by the waves, and in the midst of all this pain, you awaken

This bond that could be created because we were hurt is beginning to paint over the loneliness

Pouring my life into this; with whatever wings you have left - I'm begging you, please wrap me up in them

The light again falls though the sky, sacrificing its warmth only for hope
This mistake caves in and comes to an end, and my final dream continues on
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Vestige...

My open hand was stained with blood,
The fractured dream was left to die,
It fell apart, having been crushed with a clenched fist.
These endless wings, so grandly spread,
Have become to me just as a chain.
Their weight, so dense, have disabled me from moving.

Like a child's the innocent eyes
Of people start to die.
Within the depths of disillusion,
They look for fleeting stars.

With these our lives,
The elevated lights,
They will be born, caused to bloom forth.
Here lies our fate,
To continue on unceasingly.
Carved in radience, the precious times scar as our remaining vestiges.

Our times were stopped, my tears were shed,
But to my life replacement was found.
I'm left to ask, is all I love fated to fade?

The sheer thought of a tomorrow
A dream painful to stir up,
An illusion much like feathers falling from the sky.
If they can say,
That this dazed pain with in,
Is truly what "to live" means,
Then the only truth is the bright and never fading you,
Leaving only scatterings,
Of our dazzling remains,
That so rapidly decay.