Life itself is a process

At last I guess I come to know why life itself is a process, sometimes the result is not too important. Because result might be just something nominal, only the process the memories associate with it is valuable and worth keeping.

I am glad that I meet you, to know you, to be with you. Even the time we being together is short but then the memories and sweetness you have brought me is really an enlightenment of what is love and how love should be. With you, I know that there is still people who love with all their hearts. And this gives me strength to move even more aggressive towards my other goals of life.

You are kind heart, nice, fun and playful, thanks for giving me suprises from time to time. You really create chemistry between us and sparks for my boring company. Cause I am a noob in love and dating LOL. from you i know the love that makes me so self less and brings out my true best! And you are still doing it, even sometimes you get hurt.

Nonetheless, I will be waiting for your answer, no matter what is it, I will sure respect your decision. At the end of the day, life itself is a process, with parallel threads and multiple handlers that allows us to grow and experience life. Though many things have been fated, I will still keep my promise over you

付出

如果有一天,你發現你的付出,赴諸流水..別不開心,因為你更了解了付出的價值..

Found this on sheko msn status, find it very meaningful. Because most of the time we are fed up contributing and giving out love or energy to someone else. But sometimes we don't have the so call "ROI", but dont give up or feel sad about it, cause it allows you to realize the price/value of sacrificing/contributing .

Another Story

It started when I saw you in a wedding.
I approach you and talk to you.
I promise you I will contact you again..
From that time On... I keep on searching for you....
And..... We have met again.

My 3D modelling in Maya

Finally I have to learn a Maya in order to model my game character, most probably in Robots which I think is easier, but not sure how difficult human model would be, but I guess in Maya it should not be too difficult compare to CAD software which is more focus on Mechanical engineering.

Though Solid Edge is really easy to pick up and doing solid part modeling, but some how it human modeling the requires intense surfacing and soft mod, Maya is still a better choice. Here is my first model following the tutorial to model a temple and render using Mental Ray.



Not bad huh for Noob like me? Elaine said the pillar looks uneven, I guess is optical illusion, since the base and each of the angle is calculated should not be so uneven. Will try harder next time to model more complex stuff..